Ok, So this is really, really short.. only a page in word! I found the section for A Walk To Remember Fanfic, and after reading a few I decided to have a go at it myself :) This is my first attempt at writing an A Walk To Remember fan fiction, so please dont be too horrible if it sucks!

Summary : Jamies thoughts when Landon said "I love you" She had told him not to fall in love with her.


Landons words rung in her head, replaying over and over. She looked up and saw his face, her heart breaking when she saw the hurt, painful look in his eyes while waiting for her reply. A look she could get rid of so simply… but she couldn't.

"Now would be a good time to say something" Landon prompted her, but Jamie still stood silent, thousands of thoughts swimming in her mind, wanting to say or do anything to make his confusion and the betrayed look in his eyes go away.

She knew what she wanted to say, and she knew what she had to say… the two things were completely different, but they were both fuelled by love, a love that she had grown to feel for Landon after the time they had been spending together… a love he obviously now felt too.

One part of her, her heart, to her to say it back "I love you too" was all she would have to say just tell him how she felt, that she loved him too and make that terrible pained look on his face disappear and be replaced by a smile, his smile that she loved so much.

Another part of her, her head, told her to tell him she didn't love him, even thought she did, telling herself it wouldn't be fair on him to live in a false fairytale while she knew that they could never be together… not for long enough anyway. Sure, it would hurt him if she rejected him, but surely it would hurt him more if she accepted him and his love, repaying him with hers, only for him to find out it wouldn't last?

Jamie knew she had to say, do something. Her head was spinning with thousands of possible replies… but which one to choose?

Jamie said one thing to him, the only thing she could make out in the haze of words that had filled her mind.

"I told you not to fall in love with me."

Later that night, as she lay trying to sleep, Jamie replayed the scene like a stuck record, something she couldn't get out of her mind.

She had told Landon not to fall in love with her, but yet he did, she could blame him for that, blame him for giving her a reason for wanting to live… to be with him, to love him. But then again, she had never told herself not to fall in love with him…

And for that she only had herself to blame.


Good? Bad? So bad I should just go back to LOST and Titanic writing and never write A Walk To Remember ficition again?

... So bad I should just quit fanfiction altogether?