Love and Passion
Sequel to My Dream: My One True Love
Chapter 1: Guilt and Depression
I awoke from my sleep, and to see nothing, except the fact that I was in my bedroom. I sat up and I rubbed my face. 'Was it all just... a dream?' I thought to myself, as memories came reeling into my mind.
I was just standing there, looking into to his sparkling golden eyes. 'Why?' I thought. 'Why is he in love with me? It's impossible.' "WHY?" I asked him. "WHY DO YOU LIKE ME? YOU CAN'T FALL FOR ME! I'M NOTHING SPECIAL! I'M NOTHING LIKE THE OTHER MEWS!" He then looked at me with a worried face. "I know... but..."
"Do you... really love me?" I asked him, blushing. "Yes, I do..." he replied, sighing. "I do. There's just something about you. You're different from them. You're kind and you care for everyone. Especially me. You're the only person who has ever said they've loved mefor me. Ever!"
I was so shocked to hear that and I couldn't control myself and I started crying. "I'm sorry! I just... I didn't think that you would be someone who would fall for me. It's just that... I really, really love you and... I never thought you would love me." "It's ok..." he said, hugging me. "Just... calm down."
I looked up at him-tears rolling down my face. But, I didn't care. He was here with me. "I love you... Dren." "I love you, too."And with one look at each other, we shared a passionate kiss...
I sighed, blushing, with happiness. 'I've always dreamt about him... But, why did this one feel so real?' I couldn't believe it, though. This dream was completely different, as I had never dreamt about us together like that, let alone, about him confessing his feelings to me.
I looked down at my clothing, and, weirdly it was the exact same that I was wearing in my dream; a white vest top, with a black skirt and white spots, and black tights. I loved this outfit because it reminded me of a Snow Leopard, my favourite animal, which I happened to have the Mew DNA of. 'Well... obviously the ball was real, because I also remember Elliot asking everyone and me to attend. But... there's no way that Dren did that. He wasn't even at the ball. Knowing him, it's because Zoey wouldn't want to go with him...'
It made me feel ill. He was so much in love with her. But it was obvious why. I had, and have, always looked up to her. 'Ever since my family passed away, I've been living with her and her family. She was always a best friend, but, now, she's like a sister to me.' But, Dren had caused me so much pain being in love with her. I had fallen for him ever since I met him. He was my type of guy.
'He always came to see me, if Zoey didn't allow him to see her. We talked about our lives and our interests and... I fell in love with him. But, Zoey... it was always about her with him, and it made me miserable. He asked me everything about her, so I could help him grab her attention. I felt so happy with him, and even happier that he was able to smile even though she hurt him.
But, Dren... she doesn't understand you're feelings for her. But, guess what? You don't understand my feelings for you...' I looked at my hands, as they were trembling. "Why?" I asked myself. "Why couldn't I just tell you that it was me who was always there for you? Why couldn't I tell you my feelings? I've brought this onto myself. You were so happy just looking at her from afar. I let you take my happiness away. If I told you, that would confuse you, and I didn't want to see you get hurt. It's my fault... IT'S MY FAULT!!"
My eyes were filling up with tears and my face went red with sadness and anger. "Why? When you saved you're life for her in our last battle, against Deep Blue, why couldn't I have gone up to you and gave you my life? Showed you that I cared for you? But then, when Zoey saved us all... you left without a word. I didn't say anything. I tried to tell you but it was too hard. When you teleported away, I called you're name. But... you didn't hear me"
"You, then, finally returned a few months ago, with Sardon and Tarb by you. And I still didn't say anything. I couldn't even look at you because I was so scared. Scared that, if I was able to tell you, you would reject me. You was looking at her the whole time, eyeing her and Mark together. I could tell that you were happy for her, but, I knew you were still jealous because I can understand you're feelings, like she can't.
"Dren... Even if I never get to tell you, or, weather, you hate me for life... I will always be there for you. I will always love you..." I was sobbing my heart out. I felt like dying. He had stolen my heart, but I was never able to steal anything back. I wanted to steal his back, but, I never got the opportunity, because I was such a coward. I'm a total idiot.
"Rebekah..." came a cool, calm voice, which I would notice anywhere. He was here, somewhere, and he had probably heard everything...
