I never got to say goodbye, you left me crying here. Did you ever care? Do you see the pain you caused? I just had to fall in love. I told myself that you're leaving and never coming back but still my soul searches for the half you stole. Even through all my suffering, it makes me miss you more. If you were awake I would tell you how I felt until you came along: alone. I use to be stronger but you took that from me. Your not gone yet but I can't feel you with me. I don't feel the numbness or the shock setting in even as I weep over your hospital bed. Your killing me with this hurt. How am I supposed to breathe? I just wonder…
Do you ever think of me? Will you wake up and spend the midnight with me? Still your soul lingers and won't leave me alone. Time can't heal all wounds and I can't accept reality. I wonder if I'm strong enough to move on if you never wake. Probably not. You are my demise, that thing that makes me feel. That thing that makes me real. I keep asking myself, why did you have to be so reckless? Could I give my everything? So you could come straight back to me. Pain, sadness and grief is this what the future holds for me? You couldn't imagine the things I felt as I watched you take that hit for me, falling and slipping away.
I fell on my knees, begging you to please wake up from your sleep. You made it so damn far, please pull through like you always do. Don't give up now. I can't help but scream, wake me from this nightmare. Listen to my pleas; I love you more than my own life. I don't know how much my heart can take before it falls and breaks.
When you wake up I will hold your hand and fight away your fears. I'll wipe away your tears, and tell you everyday that I love you and make up for those days I didn't. You need to wake up and tell me everything will be alright. Without you I can't survive, you are the song my heart knows.
"Wake up, come back to me. I love you", I whispered. Your hand tightened around mine, opened your eyes. You smile at me and said:
"I love you, too."
