StanxKyle Story

Chapter 1 - I could really use a wish right now..

Me and Kyle.

We've been best friends for as long as I can remember, Super Best Friends, to be more accurate.

We knew everything about each other. Every secret, every habit, every favourite.. Except for one thing.. I had one secret Kyle never knew about, nor did I ever plan on him finding out.

I loved Kyle.

I don't know what it was about him that was just so... Charismatic... I couldn't help but love him!

But he wouldn't ever love me... He seems to think I still love Wendy dispite the fact that me and her haven't been together for about 5 years - We were 17 now.

Sometimes I have nightmares about how if I ever told him he would be beyond disgusted with me-ruining our friendship perminately, and I couldn't afford to lose a friend like Kyle..

The sound of my cell phone interrupted my thoughts suddenly.

"Hello?" I spoke into the phone

"Hey, Stan!" Kyle cheerfully greeted, sending my heart racing

"Hey, What's up?"

"Nothin' much, I just wanted to see if you wanted to have a sleep-over..."

"Sure! I'll come by around.. 5-ish?"

"Great, see ya then!"

"Bye.."

*ding dong*

"Ayy, Stan!"

"Hey!" I replied, then walked into the red-heads house

Kyle took my jacket and hung it up, with me staring at him the whole time without noticing. An akward silence drifted upon us, again with me not noticing.

"soo, Whatcha wanna do?" Kyle finally asked

"Huh? Oh, right. Let's play video games or something.." I replied

"Can't- Ike's watching 'The MacNeil Report' as always"

"Oh, then lets just go to your room.."

"Sure."

We walked up the stairs to Kyle's bedroom and sat on the bed next to each other. I wished I could just hug him tightly in my arms and never let him go, but I would never be able to do that as much as I wished...

"Stan...?" Kyle asked, looking at me with his emerald-green eyes, they were so hypnotizing...

"yeah?"

"You seem like you have something on your mind- what are you thinking about?"

"Uhhh..." I said not knowing how to answer that

"You're thinking about Wendy again aren't you?" Kyle inquired, but there was something about the tone in his voice that sounded... irritated?

"No. Why do you think that?"

"Because Stan, you probably still love her" He said in the same tone

"You sound so angry.."

"Because she's all you ever think about! Don't you get it? She doesn't deserve you!"

"But I don't even-" He cut me off

"Can't you get over that bitch? You could do SO much better! You could be with someone that cares about you, and loves you, and knows everything about you!"

"Listen, Kyle I don't like Wendy, I like someone else!"

"Fan - freakin' - tastic Stan. That's just GREAT! You seriously do not get it! No girl deserves you!

No girl will ever love you as much as I love you! We've known each other for 17 years Stan! That's our entire lives! If anyone should be yours it should be me! I love you, Stan Marsh!" Kyle Blurted out, his expression furious.

I looked at him blankly, Did he really just say what I think he said? I asked myself in my head

"K...Kyle? I asked in shock

The teenage boy in front of me was blushing, his expression just as shocked as mine, he looked

as though he wanted to just die right there

"I-... Tha- ... I didn't mean..." He stuttered

"Kyle.." I said with the biggest smile my face could manage

"Y-..yea?"

"The person I like is you." I replied

"w-what?" He said even more shocked, if that was possible

"The person I love is y-" I was suddenly cut off by Kyle's lips pressed hard against mine.

His lips were so warm but the way he kissed me had a sense of urgency, which told me he needed

me as much as i needed him. Our mouths slowly opened and I began exploring his mouth with my tongue. This went on for about 4 more minutes until I broke the kiss.

" I don't know if we should tell anyone about... us..." I said

"What? Why?"

"It's just that Cartman would mock us and everyone else would avoid us and..." I babbled on

"Stan.. are you.. ashamed.. of me..?" Kyle asked, tears welling up in his eyes

"No, no, it's just that.." The amount of saddness on Kyle's face silenced me

"Stan.. If you're embaressed to be with me.. I don't think there should be an 'us'.." Kyle said, on

the verge of sobbing

"Kyle.." A long silence stretched on between us

"I think you should go.." Kyle finally said

"Kyle.." I said crying a little Kyle's expression was one of the person who just got everything they wanted, then had it torn away in the matter of seconds. Which applied for the both of us.. So I

packed my things back up and left out the door.

It happened to be blizzarding outside. The second I got to the sidewalk I started sobbing. I just ruined my chance of getting precisely my dream with just one sentence.

This was going to be a long night.

I had nightmares, so many. But they were just of what happened tonight. the exact same heartbreaking cry Kyle had, over and over again. I couldn't stand it! Right now I was studing for

the calculus test I had to do tomorrow at school, but how could I study when the only think I had

on my mind was Kyle.. His perfect curls in his auburn hair and his emerald green eyes.. Every time

I thought about those eyes though, I could only see them covered in tears...I could really use a

wish right now...