I like drugs. I like sex. I like feeling lost. Feeling empty. Feeling dead.
I like it when I'm kissed, I'm hit, when I'm being chased.
The adrenaline takes over.
The mind numbing begins.
There are no words to think- just colors and images.
Pictures.
Don't think about people or life or problems.
Just fall into that watercolor abyss.
Feels like paradise am I right?
What did I tell you?
Effy knows best.
There's no hurt or loss or pain in my world.
Nothing to worry about when you live like me.
Let's take off our shoes and go running into the sea.
Join, and drown with me.
