This
is my first song fic. It's written
from the view point of Sirius's wife, Catrina. If you don't know about her, I suggest
you read my Firewings series.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sirius or any other people I
happen to mention, except for Catrina and Matt. They belong to me. I also don't own this song. It belongs to
Greenday.
Happy
Reading
Another Turning
Point
Another turning
point
A fork stuck in the
road
Sirius, why? Why did you go? Where are you right now? Do you know I'm waiting for you? I need you! I still love you!
Time grabs you
by the wrist,
Directs you where
to go
I know I must move on. But why aren't you here with me?! I need you, your child needs you. I won't leave you, Sirius. We need you to come home. I refuse to let this be my way to go!
So make the
best of this test
And don't ask
why
I will try to move on. But it's so hard without you! NO, I WILL move on. I will survive. I will still love you!
It's not a
question
But a lesson
learned in time
I shouldn't interfere
with fate. But I must have you
back. I need you. You need me. I don't want this test passed to
me. I don't need this lesson, I
need you!
It's something
unpredictable
But in the end is
right
I hope you had the
time of your life
Fate is unpredictable. I don't want to be part of it! I need you, so fate isn't right. We are meant to be together, forever. We are not going to be directed by fate. We will go on and on, together. I want to be with you and have the time of my life.
So take the
photographs
And still frames in
your mind
Hang it on a shelf
Of good help and
good time
I took out all the pictures. We were so happy then. My memories are full of all the happiness I had with you. I don't want all my memories to fade away. Please come back to me, my darling. I won't put my memories aside. I will live with you forever.
Tattoos of
memories
And dead skin on a
trail
For what it's
worth
It was worth all
the while
My memories won't be tainted with the blood you didn't spill. I know, deep down in my heart, that you didn't commit the crime you were accused of. You are an innocent man. You weren't in league with that monster. You wouldn't betray your best friend.
It's something
unpredictable
But in the end is
right
I hope you had the
time of your life
Sometimes you were unpredictable, but you would never, ever, kill anyone. This sentence is wrong. You never committed a crime, ever, in your life. My life is torture without you. My life is blackness. Matt is my only light. He looks so much like you. You need to come home. I need to see you and have you hold me tight. I need you to tell me that everything is going to be okay.
Kinda angsty. Tell me your thoughts in the pretty box
at the bottom of your screen now.
Catrina
