Another Turning Point

This is my first song fic. It's written from the view point of Sirius's wife, Catrina. If you don't know about her, I suggest you read my Firewings series.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sirius or any other people I happen to mention, except for Catrina and Matt. They belong to me. I also don't own this song. It belongs to Greenday.

Happy Reading

Another Turning Point

Another turning point

A fork stuck in the road

Sirius, why? Why did you go? Where are you right now? Do you know I'm waiting for you? I need you! I still love you!

Time grabs you by the wrist,

Directs you where to go

I know I must move on. But why aren't you here with me?! I need you, your child needs you. I won't leave you, Sirius. We need you to come home. I refuse to let this be my way to go!

So make the best of this test

And don't ask why

I will try to move on. But it's so hard without you! NO, I WILL move on. I will survive. I will still love you!

It's not a question

But a lesson learned in time

I shouldn't interfere with fate. But I must have you back. I need you. You need me. I don't want this test passed to me. I don't need this lesson, I need you!

It's something unpredictable

But in the end is right

I hope you had the time of your life

Fate is unpredictable. I don't want to be part of it! I need you, so fate isn't right. We are meant to be together, forever. We are not going to be directed by fate. We will go on and on, together. I want to be with you and have the time of my life.

So take the photographs

And still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf

Of good help and good time

I took out all the pictures. We were so happy then. My memories are full of all the happiness I had with you. I don't want all my memories to fade away. Please come back to me, my darling. I won't put my memories aside. I will live with you forever.

Tattoos of memories

And dead skin on a trail

For what it's worth

It was worth all the while

My memories won't be tainted with the blood you didn't spill. I know, deep down in my heart, that you didn't commit the crime you were accused of. You are an innocent man. You weren't in league with that monster. You wouldn't betray your best friend.

It's something unpredictable

But in the end is right

I hope you had the time of your life

Sometimes you were unpredictable, but you would never, ever, kill anyone. This sentence is wrong. You never committed a crime, ever, in your life. My life is torture without you. My life is blackness. Matt is my only light. He looks so much like you. You need to come home. I need to see you and have you hold me tight. I need you to tell me that everything is going to be okay.

Kinda angsty. Tell me your thoughts in the pretty box at the bottom of your screen now.

Catrina