Kpov
Today was a better day out of most days I have here in district 12. I woke up this morning after a long awaited full nights sleep, next to me was Peeta who as always had his arms around my waist. We had been married for two years ,our wedding was simple just right for us and a few people that included Haymich and Greasy Sae along with my mother and Buttercup in Prim's honor. I wore a simple orange dress designed by none other than Cinna. And we held it in the middle of town. It was a nice occasion. I really love Peeta i didn't think i would a few years ago when he planted the Primrose flowers outside but after spending a few months together getting over our nightmares together and taking it each day at a time we found our inner feelings for one another.
Peeta seemed to be waking up i knew this because i herd the signature Peeta yawn.
"Good morning Peeta"
" Morning,have you been up long?"
"Just a little while i like watching you sleep."
This made him laugh which in turn made me smile.
"Oh you do do you? Well i suppose i can deal with that. Just don't get creepy." This remark made me snort . Peeta had grown into a man since the games he has a joke for about everything and can be very sarcastic at times which is a good thing it makes him a little more human. The other day he was making me some cheese buns, my favorite and he made a quirky comment about having a bun in the oven. "HAHA very funny wise guy." I retorted sounding as though i still didn't want children but in truth I had been thinking otherwise lately. Our old friend Annie had recently had a baby Finn jr. He was adorable, but he wasn't the only reason. When me and Peeta had gone to district four to visit him and Annie. I had seen a change in Peeta he acted like the old Peeta pure joy residing on is face when he looked at Finn jr. I felt a change in myself that day; like she not only wanted her old Peeta back but also the need to have a child with Peeta. I was going to talk to him about the subject of children that day. At dinner I was going to make our favorite lamb and plum stew with candlelight and everything.
That night around four I was prepping for when Peeta was coming home. Busy at work cooking slash cleaning and searching for something seductive to wear. Luckily I still had some of Delly's dresses in my closet from when she had just moved back to District 12 and stayed with us for a few days. I chose a orangey red dress with an open back and a slit up the right leg. I was almost ready when I heard the car pull into the driveway followed by a car door slamming and Peeta stomping up the front steps. He burst in to the house with a loud bang and walked right past me and the meal I had set up on the table. He went into his studio and slammed the door without even glance at me his wife Katniss ; well me being the fragile and patient person i am dropped the burnt batch of attempted cheesy buns on the floor and stormed into his studio where i found him throwing things around. It sent a chill down to my core, it reminded me of the first days of when we had returned and Peeta constantly burst into and outrage at the mention of a name. But I was not going to take this. Not anymore, not after all the preparations i had done to make him happy. " Peeta STOP! NOW! YOU CANT DO THIS TODAY NOT NOW WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM ANYWAYS!" " Guess who came into the bakery today Katniss." He had such a harsh tone in his voice that made me shudder." GALE! KATNISS CAN YOU BELIEVE HE HAD THE NERVE TO COME INTO MY BAKERY AND SAY HE NOT ONLY WANTS TO BUY THE LAND THE BAKERY IS ON BUT ALSO MAKE A TRAINING ARENA! ON MY LAND WHERE MY FAMILY DIED! GOD KATNISS I CANT BELIEVE YOU EVEN LIKED HIM? I MEAN THR NERVE OF SOME PEOLE!" I was fuming with anger now "PEETA SHUT UP! YOU CANT JUST COME HOME AND THROW STUFF AROUND INSULT MY OLD FRIEND AND THINK ITS OK! AS MUCH AS ITS TERRIBLE HE EVEN MENTIONED THAT TO YOU! HE WAS PRABOBLY JUST TRYING TO GET UNDER YOUR SKIN AND BE THE SICK BASTARD HE IS! BUT YOU ALSO ARE A BASTARD FOR COMING IN HERE IN A FIT OF RAGE AND TOTALY IGNORE THE DINNER I HAVE PREPARED FOR YOU! I WANT A BABY! THERE! I SAID IT! FOR GODS SAKE PEETA BUT YOUR SO SELF ABSORBED TO EVEN LOK AT ME RIGHT NOW! YOU ARE MAKING ME SICK YOU KNOW THAT!"
Without another word i left the room and climbed the stairs being careful to stomp every single step as i went up then slam the door. As soon as the door shut i fell on the ground and sobbed until there was nothing left in me. A half an hour after the fight the door nudged open he put his arms around me, i immediately hung onto him not wanting him to let me go i cried into his chest for what seemed like hours while he whispered reassuring things into my hair while tracing soft circles on my back. Finally i let go got up off the floor and into the closet undressed put on one of Peetas old bakery shirts and went back out to where he was now laying on the bed, looking at me with a sorrowful expression on his face. I climbed into bed and snuggled into the crook of his body. " Katniss i love you so much I'm sorry haven't been paying attention to even notice what you wanted... Do you really want a child?" " yes. I love you more than anything and these past few months. Seeing Annie with Finn jr it makes me want that with you... i have to apologize to you also for not only calling you vulgar names but not being sympathetic to what happened today at the bakery. I promise i will do everything in my power to set Gale straight about the bakery and how its staying for good." He gently kissed my forehead and after a few moments of silence he whispered " Lets have a baby."
(Yay I finally finished the first chapter of this FANFIC! I have been working on this for months so yay! Here it is and please review it really helps me. =)
