Numb. That's all she feels anymore.

It's not exactly bad.

It's not good either.

Numbness is how she sits and takes it during her father's beatings. Numbness is how the taunts and jeers come through one ear and go out the other.

Numbness is her all.

She just wants to feel again.

Feel. She hasn't felt in a long time. Even in her head she's numb. No hopes. No dreams.

He's made sure of that.

Numbness is the reason she ever picked up the broken razor blade for the first time.

Numbness is the reason she ever got high for the first time.

Numbness is the reason she ever got drunk for the first time.

Numbness is the reason she was on suicide watch at St. Mungo's.

Numbness is the reason for her prison tattoos.

Numbness is the reason she puts herself in harm's way.

Numbness is the reason she's dubbed as 'crazy.'

Numbness is her all.

Numbness is the reason she's staring down at her bloody, sliced up body.

Numbness was her all.

She only wanted to feel again.