Author's Note: My first ever fanfic so criticize it as long as you want but don't be harsh ok? Enjoy. Yaoi. BoyxBoy relationship. I'm sorry for some out of character acts.

' ' = thoughts

" " = conversation

Chapter 1

Hinata was having a breakdown, yes he is. Who wouldn't if he found out that his oh so perfect boyfriend for almost 3 years cheated on him, not just on somebody but Oikawa – the most person he hates – of all people?

He already knew from the start that Kageyama have a thing for Oikawa but he tried his best to ignore it, keeping a blind eye and believing in himself that Kageyama will finally look at his way, love him the way he also loves him but no, a big NO!

It finally dawns on him when he caught them, as in right now, in their own bed – or he should call the place where he lays his passion for him, whispers of love and promises of forever.

He called to Kageyama before he shows up that he will be late for dinner so that he can go home unannounced, surprised him and finally for the past three years – he finally got the courage – to ask Kageyama, a wedding. A wedding that that will keep them forever but now, that dream is shuttering before his eyes.

"H-Hi-Hinata …" Kageyama look at him like he was just an illusion, wishing that maybe his eyes we're playing tricks on him.

He stared at Kageyama panicking at top of Oikawa, who by the way looks smugly at him.

Before he could say anything he closed the door as soon as possible walks to the couch then sit and put the T.V on it's loudest volume as possible. Weird, right?

At this point he should go in there throw a powerful punch to Oikawa, or to Kageyama or to both of them or make a scene and ran but he didn't give a damn right now. He just feels numb like he didn't care if they fuck themselves as rabbits as long as he can't hear them.

A minute passed Kageyama emerged from the bedroom and Oikawa goes to the front door and leaves quietly. He feels Kageyama sits at the other end of the couch.

"I thought you will be coming late?" Kegayama asked. He looks like he doesn't know how to start and that's the first question that pops up in his mind.

"Did you know why I cooked your favorite meal this morning?" Hinata asks instead, absentmindedly putting his face to his knees and arms.

No answer.

"Did you know why I told you that we we're going to have a memorable day, today?"

No answer.

"Fuck, Kageyama you actually forgot our anniversary."

He couldn't help himself when Kageyama touch his shoulder, he backed up instantly and glared at him, "Don't touch me!"

"I'm sorry."

'That's it. I'm sorry.'

"Don't". The orange haired boy said. "Don't bother because I know that you didn't regret any of it and you just used me when Oikawa breaks up with you and now that he wants you again, you always go back to him."

Kageyama didn't answer which means a silent yes for him.

Hinata stood up he can't handle it anymore and put the box in the table near the couch.

He looked at the ceiling and put a strained smile, "Too bad, I'd already bought this trash that cost me three months paycheck." He also put down his own copy of the key from their shared apartment. He will never come back in here. Never.