slid into my nice clean sheets, i love that feeling of nice clean sheets when you get into bed. i laid there for a minute and just smiled, Edward and I had such a wonderful night. the roses I put in a vase near my window so they could get some light,maybe not sunlight but at least light.
then I thought about that kiss. It was soft and genital, not anything like I had experienced the first time around. Fucking Adam! Always knew how to bring me down. Why is he calling and why does he want me to talk to mom so bad. The suspense was killing me so I got up to get the phone. I knew shed be up, shes probably drunk by now.
As I dialed the phone i began to shake, what am I doing I slammed down the phone, then picked it back up and dialed her number. I was surprised I remembered it. The phone began to ring, I was only going to let it ring 3 times but on the second ring SHE answered. "Baby is that you/" she said in a hopeful voice. "Yes.... m mom its me." "I've been so worried about you why haven't you called?" Is she kidding me! "Are you kidding me mom or are you just so drunk you forgot what you and the others did to me? Now why would I want to have anything to do with you?" MY words were sharp and cold as ice."Baby he's gone I threw him out and divorced him." she said "Whats a matter mom you somehow developed a , or are you feeling sorry for yourself again because you keep screwing things up with men?" Oh I was being brutal. "Wendy baby I know I made a mistake, and I want to fix it please i'll do anything, just come home." "I am home mom were I should of always been with my loving protective dad!" Oh did I hate this women. I wish Edward were here just to hold me so I could feel his strength and get threw this conversation. "That's no way to talk to your mother Wendy!" She said slurring her words. Drunk of course ,I knew that when I was going to call. N
"Nothing has changed about you mom, your still a drunk and still protecting him! "He's gone Wendy its safe now." She said with a crack in her voice almost sounded like she was starting to cry. "Are you crying because he left or because you know you made a big mistake?" She was quiet for a minute "I guess a little of both." she said Oh my god she still is the fucking devil is disguise! " Mom that is the wrong answer, and besides he wasn't the only one who was there and you still have him under your roof, why isn't he gone if you miss me so much and i mean that much to you?" I was angry, I wanted to hurt her with at least words, there would never be a cruel enough thing I could say to her to make her hurt as much as I do. : do you realize mom I have nightmares every night about that night? I didn't tell her about Edward because she'd find a way to ruin it, like sending my brother up Even though he would run the risk of getting arrested. She didn't care as long as her needs were met. I love you both and just want you to make amends."WHAT! Are you that far gone that you would think I would forgive Adam for the nightmare he put me through!" "This conversation is over go have another drink and make sure its strong and just make a toast about your dead daughter because that's what you are to me is dead!" Then I hung up the phone
I laid in my pillow and started to cry ,,no sob uncontrolably,I was shakeing all over when all of s sudden there he was Edwasrd came and rapped his arems around me and put my face in his chest so I could cry. I dont know how he got into my roon but I didnt care I needed him and he was here! Soon my face ended up looking up and wanting that kiss again, As if he knew what I was thinking he leaned down and with that same soft manner started kissing me!
Oh the sweet smell of his breath and his cold lips against mine felt as close to ecstasy as Ive ever felt, well if this was ecstasy I don't really know what it feels like, all I know is I felt safe, safer then I've ever felt in my whole life!
H HOW did you get in? Don't worry I climbed your balcony outside, I was very quiet don't worry. "Oh Edward and I wrapped my arms around his beautiful body." "Wendy would you please tell me whats wrong so I can help you?"
