It has been few months since the end of her drama « You're the best Lee Soon Shin ». Ji Eun was at home for a short break before her second concert in Seoul. She was really happy being able to relax at least. Her schedule was ethic. But she was not complaining. She was so happy to make her comeback as a singer. To meet her fans and start anew after her scandal. She was thankful and didn't dare to complain.
Ji Eun was especially grateful to Soon Shin, the character she portrayed in her last drama. As Soon Shin ah, she did things she had never done before in public! Thinking about that her thoughts got wild. But she waved them away!
She thought about the great time she had with all the cast. She's been able to spend so much time with In Ah unnie; she was grateful for that too! She met great actors and actress, such as Jung Suk oppa! He's such an easy going and talented guy. Thinking about him, she sighed and her mind got wild again.
"What should I do? Why Jung Suk (JS) oppa keep invading my thoughts?" "Oh….or is it Joon Ho?" her lover is the drama". She sighed again!
Lately she kept sighing a lot. And she had to admit that it was because of JS oppa. Soon Shin ah felt in love with Joon Ho and she, Lee Ji Eun felt for…Jo Jon Suk (JJS)! She sighed again and suddenly got mad. She won't play in any drama in the future! It's has been so hard to emerge from her character. At the end of the drama, she couldn't really make the difference between reality and fiction. Her feelings were…were…..SHE WAS SO FRUSTRATED!
Ji Eun shaked her head, trying to get rid of all her frustration. Then she jumped on her bed and her back was the first part of her body reaching the bed.
"lool" she thought. "I did exactly the same in the drama. And JS oppa, too". This time she smiled and said his name out loud "JS oppa". She could imagine him smiling to her and give her a small pat on her back. As he used to do on the set of the drama.
When they first met, he was like an oppa, a big brother for her. Nice guy, trying (to be cool) to put your mind at ease. He always had the appropriate behaviour.
She remembered this scene during the press conference, when he put his hand on her shoulder. The lead couple had to allow the journalists to take pictures of them. He put casually his hand on her shoulder and has been teased for that. People said that he was like a ajusshi next to IU.
To be exact, even his family and friends said that he was like a robber for portraying the "Little sister's lover" in the drama. They actually had a 13 years old gap. She laughed remembering this moment. Because Jeon Suk oppa quickly took off his hand with an awkward smile. He was puzzled. At that moment, she found him cute; he was like big brother wanting to protect her sister from people's "talks".
Ji Eun kept smiling lying down on her bed. Everytime her thoughts lead her her towards Jeon Suk oppa, a warm feeling will fill her whole body, her heart.
"Ji Eun ah, diner is ready" shouted her mother from the kitchen. "We will be alone tonight".
"Né Omma, I'm coming".
While eating, Ji Eun ah was lost once again in her thoughts. Her mother as often, couldn't stop talking about dramas she was watching these days. Ji EUn ah wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying, but one thing kept her attention.
"Do you know that Jo Jung Suk (JJS) is still in contact with Lee Yoon Ji? You know his co-worker and love interest from his previous drama? He congratulated via twitter her for the end of her family drama".
Her mother was telling her that, giggling. She continued:
"Jo Jung Suk shi and Lee Yoon Ji shi were my favourite in the drama the King 2 hearts. I loved this couple, they were so cute. And JJS's character Eun Shi Kyung was so charming, taking care so well of Gongjunim, the princess. I felt as if he really loved her".
Ji Eun's heart started to ache. And all she wanted was to stop her mummy from saying those words that was hurting her.
"Omma", said Ji Eun with a annoyed and slightly tearing voice.
"She's his old co-worker and his close friend. So Jung Suk oppa just wanted to congrats her and give her some support. That's all you know".
"My dear daughter, are you jealous". Mother said that with a teasing voice. She was staring her with an amused face.
"Your expression right now is the same as Lee Soon Shin when she felt in love with Shin Jun Ho".
Ji Eun was startled and her eyes blinked 3 times before answering.
"Really?...So maybe that's true that I love him. Omma, your daughter must be in love with Jo Jung Suk shi. Because she can't stop thinking about him, about the way he smiles. And she gets jealous when she hears news about him praising, or being involved with other girls". A sad smile appeared on her face.
"Ji Eun ah…why are talking about you as if you were talking about someone else? By the way, I already knew about your crush over Jo Jung Suk".
"Chincha…. really Omma?"
"Né, yes I knew. My daughter is glowing these days. And you're quite sensitive too. Your mood is always changing, you seem in your mind, like something or something was stick into your head". She patted her daughter's head and said:
"Instead of spazzing around, you should use this state of mind and write a song. People can give only what they received. Share with your fan your love for him through your music, as you've always done.
Ji Eun ah, I thought that "Beautiful song" was a kind of confession you know". She said this with loving eyes.
"Omma…". Ji eun's voice cracked and tears started falling on her cheeks.
"Gomawoyo, thank you Omma" she whispered.
Yeah, I'm going to write a song. And I hope that my feelings will reach his heart.
To be continued... :)
It's my first fanfic ever. Hope you'll enjoy it guys...even if my writting isn't really good. I just wanted to show my love for JoU :)
