I am once again drowning in myself pity. Taking another big gulp of the vodka in my hand. Loving the way it burned on the way down. Heading back to the party to see who my next victim will be. Stumbling over my own feet trying to get through the crowded living room. Frustrated I just throw them off, I don't really care were they landed. Looking around I catch a pair of oh so gorgeous brown eyes. I can't help but smile in his direction. "Want to dance?"

I turned so brown met brown.

"Sure big boy." I answered smirking.

He dragged me to the dance floor. His hands on my hips sending heat rushing into my skin. I turned so my back is in his chest. Feeling his fingertips faintly running up and down my sides. While grinding into him. His soft lips attack my neck. Tilting my head to give him better access. Drunk on the feel on him, knowing there is no stopping after this.

"How about we take this somewhere else?" I was so caught up in his touch all I could do was nod.

I'm a slut, hoe, whatever you want to call me I've heard it all. The only reason I slept with a bunch of guys is because maybe making love, some what made me feel loved. This felt different I don't know why. Pushing my thoughts out of the way as this gorgeous boy lead me up my staircase.

"Third door on the left is my bedroom." I said as he dragged me along.

As soon as he opened the door and shut it he had me up against the door. He was better looking up close. Leaning in he was teasing me by biting my bottom lip.

"You know guys who tease me usually regret it in the long run." I whispered leaning in trying to capture his lips again

"Who said I was teasing sweetie?" he answered chuckling.

His hands running everywhere. Ugh I suddenly hated the clothes that were separating us. As if he read my mind lifted my dress up and over my head. Letting it fall to my floor. As he started nibbling and sucking at my neck I took off his shirt. Then moved to his belt. When he moved back a little allowing to see him. My breathe caught in my throat. He is very sculpted. Running my hands up and down his chest, feeling the heat from his body.

BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP.

"Ugh, shut up stupid alarm." Allowing my head to fall back into the pillow. Just then everything came back from the night before. I hurriedly jumped out of the bed, putting clothes back on. Looking at the house I walked back into my room to find a note on my pillow.

Had a great night, thanks to you. If you ever want to do it again call me and let me know.

Embry 565-5003

I am so looking for another round of him!

Running down the stairs to the ringing phone.

"hello?"
"Hi sweetie." his voice rough

"Hey, dad. What's up."

"I won't be back in another two weeks thanks to your screw ups. I'll call and let you know how the meeting goes." venom was seeping from his voice not that I blamed him

"okay." it was all I could manage.

I ran out the door and just ran and ran until I was overlooking the ocean. Finally letting the tears run down my face, he was right I'm a complete screw up.

"hey you okay?" That smooth husky voice sent shivers down my spine. That I remembered from the night before.

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