From: Mon, 02 Apr 2001 12:50:38 EDT

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Source: direct

Title - Kids With Me?

Author - Grey Woman

Rating - G

Classification -V

Spoilers - Per Manum, a little mention to The Gift

Keywords - Mulder/Scully UST

Summary - Mulder's thoughts about Scully's request in Per Manum

Archive - anywhere just tell me first

Feedback - I would greatly appreciate it

She wants to have kids. Not only does she want to have kids, she

wants to have them with me. Why with me? Why would she want to mess

up her kid like that? Why not with some man that deserves her with a

perfect genecode. But of course no man deserves her. I have to read

this note over at least one more time before I make the decision to

ruin or not to ruin her child with my genes.

Mulder,

I don't want you to feel obligated in anyway because of past events.

After you told me about the ova you saved I was overjoyed. Even

though you said they weren't viable I had hope that they would be. I

went to a specialist and got them checked out. Don't worry I checked

out this guy before I went to him (shows how well I know you. I knew

what you were thinking right then). I have a favor to ask of you.

Would be the father of my child? I don't want some anonymous donor,

Mulder, I want you to be the father. Do you know why I chose you?

Because you have qualities I love and admire. Your sense of humour,

your passion for everything, your determination, only to name a few

but most of all it's because I love you Fox Mulder. You're my one in

six billion and I would be honored to have a child with you. So if

you could get back to me ASAP I would greatly appreciate it.

Scully

Wow, she loves me. I've told her that I love her. But should I really

mess up her kids with my genes? I mean, think about it. My father

had a drinking problem that I myself had for awhile. My mother had

many strokes, a drinking problem, a drug problem and died of apparent

suicide. My sister dissappeared. The Mulder family just doesn't have

much luck. And I was taking care of Samantha when she dissappeared,

does she really expect me to take care of her child. Maybe she

doesn't want me to be apart of her child's life. No that can't be it.

She asked me to be the father, not just some donor. I would want to

be there for our child not just Uncle Mulder of god forbid Uncle Fox.

I also do not want to die before I am expected to. That means before

this child is born and until this child's kids are married and have

kids of their own. Yeah that's what I want it to be like. I want to

be a father, no not just a father but a Dad. I want to grow old with

Scully right next to! me until the end. I think I wi

ll say yes to this request. Yes, I will say yes. Then I will propose

to Scully. But I have to get this disease out of me. That thing that

apparently eats people and then throws them up without their illness

sound pretty good now. Yeah, I'll do that to. But first I have to

tell Scully yes.

THE END

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