I ,LOVE HER,I WANT HER

I ,LOVE HER,I WANT HER

Derek shephard never saw this coming,actually no one who knew him saw this coming.one of the best neurosurgens in the world ,married to a hot,beautiful women and then he goes to seattle and fells in love with an intern,and than in one night everything is different,in just one night of sex his life is different.he was actually happy.she made him feel alive.he couldn't not pay attention to Meredith because he couldn't stop thinking of her.she became his gold in life.to be with her to love her.Derek didn't want to be chief if that meant losing her an that was clear.yes she has her issues,her problems,best friend that always want's to kill him,but that is what Meredith is.that is what makes her his mer,so wonderful.and how could he forget her beautiful,long hair that smells like lavander.but yes she has issues and he doesn't know how to help her,and he needs her to try.he's not as young as she is.he needs for her to try to overcome this because he isn't sure he can't wait.and he needs her,he can't imagine living without her,waking up next to someone else,it's like living without oxygen.he want's to marry her,have children with her and for the rest of his life be saying to her those three words'I love you."