This is my first chapter to my Hikaru/Kaoru alphabet fic. Enjoy.

A is for Alone

Being alone was their worst fear, especially Kaoru's. He was always afraid that someday Hikaru would leave him and they'd never see each other again. Even though he knew it was something that Hikaru would never do, the thought of it still haunted him. He didn't think that Hikaru would leave him, he was just afraid that eventually he would.

He laid on the bed thinking. Thinking about Hikaru, and his reaction to find that Kaoru was home early from school. Kaoru had been walking alone in the hall at school and then he woke up in the infirmary with a massive headache and was sent home. He knew that Hikaru would have known what happened by now. He was supposed to be home in about an hour anyway. If Kaoru was hurt, sometimes Hikaru would make a big fuss over it, sometimes it was over nothing.

Kaoru closed his eyes, attempting to fall asleep. Hikaru would probably wake him when he gets home. But he couldn't fall asleep, he was thinking too much. Finally, after what seemed like hours, he finally fell asleep. A little later, he woke to the sound of the bedroom door closing.

"Kaoru?" Hikaru said laying down next to his twin, looking him up and down.

"Hey," Kaoru said rubbing his eyes. He was still tired and hadn't gotten enough sleep lately.

"What happened to you today?" Hikaru asked wrapping his arms around Kaoru's waist.

"I was walking, then woke up, then was sent home," Kaoru wanted to make it as simple as he could.

"You probably just fainted," Hikaru guessed.

"Yeah, probably," Kaoru said closing his eyes again.

"Go back to sleep Kaoru, I don't want you to faint again," Hikaru suggested and unwrapped his arms from the youngest of the two.

"Wait…stay with me?" Kaoru asked shyly while gripping onto Hikaru's hand. The oldest laughed then nodded. They lay with their arms wrapped around each other, Kaoru's head on Hikaru's chest.

"I love you," Hikaru whispered.

"Hikaru…will you ever leave me?" Kaoru finally had the courage to ask.

"Kaoru, look at me," Hikaru lifted Kaoru's chin so he was looking him right in the eye.

"What?" Kaoru was a little afraid and a little excited.

"I'll never leave you, I love you oh, Kaoru, I love you so much," Hikaru locked lips with Kaoru which at first took Kaoru by surprise, but then he melted into it. Hikaru's lips were soft and warm, which made Kaoru melt into it even were both happy, it was all that mattered.

"I love you too, more than you'll ever know," Kaoru said breaking the kiss. Hikaru said exactly what Kaoru wanted to hear.

"I'll never leave you,".

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