AUTHOR'S NOTE: I do not own any doctor who characters or references in this, the italicized text represents the TARDIS please keep on looking to see if there's any new chapters, should be busy this week with chapters, comment if you want to give suggestions : ) sorry it's not that long, I'm just starting this
Chapter 1
"Clara, I know I don't sleep often but I have to tonight, I'm beat."
"Okay doc, but I'm going to stay up. But can you get the snogbox to actually let me find my bedroom when I do want to go to sleep tonight?"
"She's not going to let you find it if you keep on calling her that."
"Oh come on, please!"
"Alright, but you have to be nice to each other," At that he went off to his bedroom for a well-deserved break.
"Alright snogbox, he better be right." Clara whispered more to herself than the TARDIS, though it obviously heard her because of the angry humming that it was emitting.
Suddenly the screen-looking thing had a picture on it, a picture of the first incarnation of The Doctor holding a… baby?
"Why are you showing me this?" Clara asked, almost sure she knew the answer.
Because I can't do anything to help The Doctor, you can. The TARDIS replied
Then another picture came up, but it wasn't a picture, it was a video of The Doctor and a little girl paying in the grass on Gallifrey, Clara smiled, her eyes lighting up remembering how beautiful Gallifrey looked before the war.
More pictures showed before a video came up again, this time of the girl hiding in a closet during the war,
"Please come back Doctor, I'm sorry, just please come ba—"
Then the screaming of 'EXTERMINATE' and guns shooting came out of nowhere and interrupted her distress call. A Dalek knocked down the door and shot the girl, killing her. The video did a fast-forward and showed the doctor running in, searching for something desperately before seeing the girl sprawled on the ground. Running over he looked like he had been crying for a while before he found her.
Cradling her in his arms he whispered her name again and again, increasing in volume and worry each time he said it,
"Espérer, Espérer, please wake up, please…"
Then the screen went static, leaving Clara stunned.
If you didn't yet figure it out she died, and The Doctor is still grieving, you can tell when he thinks no one is looking, when you all go to sleep he looks at pictures of her and cries. Her name meant hope in French, but she wasn't much hope to him.
"Wha- why are you showing me this?"
Because he won't believe me if I told him she might still be alive.
