Disclaimer: I do NOT own Big Time Rush, Jonas Brothers, or any famous characters mentioned in this story. I only own Kelsey, Jen, and other fictional characters, and the story plot. Enjoy!


Chapter 1

All I had to say is goodbye
We're better off this way

(Goodbye – Secondhand Serenade)

"No, Mom. I'm fine, really. I went to see Dr. Copeland before leaving and he said I'm in a good condition. No need to worry about my condition again, okay?" I said calmly to the phone as I strolled down the street of New York City and tightened my grip on my jacket. I have been talking with my Mom over the phone since like a half hour ago. At first, she was asking about Nick's show and how I enjoyed New York City by myself because she knew Nick wasn't always there to hang out with me. And then, she changed the topic and asked about my condition, how I was doing without her or anybody to take care of me.

"Are you sure?" she asked again and I really wanted to roll my eyes in annoyance but I held it, "Okay, okay. I believe you're gonna be fine. But still, take your medicine, don't-"

"I get it, Mom. Like I said before, don't worry. I can take care of myself. You don't have to worry about me. I'll be just fine." I reassured her as I walked into the hotel building and towards the elevator.

I could hear Mom sighing before saying, "Okay. Take care, Kelsey. Love you." I said a 'love you too' before finally hanging up the phone. That was the first time Mom calling me again after a week. I was surprised when I got the call. I thought she already believed in me that I'm going to be just fine as long as I'm staying here in New York. But, I was wrong. She was freaking out when I answered her call and started to rain me with hundred of questions.

I shoved my phone into my jeans pocket as I walked out of the elevator and towards Jen's suite. When I was about to knock on the door, I saw the door wasn't fully closed. I walked in to the room and realized that the kitchen and the living room were empty, "Hey, Jen, where are you? We have to get going. I have to be back again be- oh my effing God!" I stopped dead in my track as I saw Jen making out with her boyfriend against the wall. They separated from each other and straightened up their clothes as they saw me standing there, "You guys are crazy! The door isn't fully closed! You guys know that somebody could just come in and-"

"Okay, okay, we get it, Kels. Thanks for reminding us." Jen cut my words and rolled her blue eyes in annoyance at me.

"Um, I'll see you tomorrow at the premiere, okay? I love you, babe," he kissed Jen's lips softly before walking towards me and saying, "I'm glad you're the one who caught us. If it was Logan or one of the guys, we'd be dead. Bye, Kelsey." He gave me a quick, side hug before walking out from the room.

"What was that, eh? I could see you guys are getting hotter. I can't think of what could happen if I didn't walk in. You probably end up-"

"Okay, Kels. Stop it, okay?" Jen said and her cheeks still brushed in red, "Let's just go and stop talking about this." She continued as she put on her coat and grabbed her bag. With a laugh, I walked out of the room with her. She locked the door and walked towards the elevator with me, "So, have you called Alex again?"

"No, I haven't, but I'm planning to call him tonight. He doesn't know that I'm here for a few weeks so I thought I should let him know so we could hang out sometimes. But, Jen, is this normal, if I have this bad feeling inside of me like something bad is going to happen between me and Alex? I mean, we haven't seen each other in person for months because of this distance between us…" I exhaled loudly, "I miss him so much, Jen. The texts, calls and video chats aren't enough for me. I just need to see him in person."

"Why don't you call him tonight and let him know that you're in New York for a few weeks? Maybe with that, he can make time for you and you two can meet. It's easy, right?" She said casually to me as the elevator reached the lobby. The door opened and we walked out of the elevator and out to the street.

"I wish it'd be that easy," I muttered under my breath and sighed loudly. We took a cab to the restaurant where my brothers were waiting. On the cab ride to the restaurant, Jen and I talked about a few unimportant things, but mostly, she tried to talk about Alex. To be honest, I hated it. I hated how she would always bring Alex up to the surface. Yeah, I missed him so much but I think it's not the right time for me to call him. Maybe she thought that I was crazy for still not calling him after a week staying here. The reason why I haven't called him is because I have this feeling that something bad is going to happen to me and Alex since my flight landed in JFK. Joe, being annoying he is, pushed me to call Alex and ask how he's doing and such, but I said no. It could wait.

"Mom called me today. At first, she was asking about me and my day, but then she changed the topic and asked about our precious little sister here," Joe's words' made me roll my eyes, "She asked about your condition." I sighed loudly as I realized that 5 pairs of eyes looking at me.

"You know what; Mom called me too this morning. And, she asked about my condition too. FYI, I have checked myself before getting on the plane to NYC. And the doctor said that I'm fine." I told them and sighed again.

"Okay," Nick said and shrugged, "Oh, who's up for bowling? The cast asked me to go bowling with them and they said that I can bring company. So, I thought maybe you guys can come and…" I didn't pay attention on what Nick was saying anymore. I turned to look at the street and narrowed my eyes as I saw a guy that looked exactly like Alex across the street. I leaned closer to the window so I could see that guy clearly. His hair was brown and short just like Alex's, and he was wearing glasses too. Oh, and the jacket! He was wearing a dark blue jacket that I gave to him as a birthday present a year ago. He must be Alex.

"Hey, isn't that Alex?" I asked to my family and they stopped talking about something and followed my gaze to across the street.

"Isn't he wearing the jacket you gave to him on his last birthday?" Kevin asked and I nodded my head at him.

"Should I text him that I'm watching him from here? Or should I go out there and say hi to him? Okay, what should I do? I don't have any clue." I told my family and turned to see them.

"Why don't you get out and say hi to him? I mean, you're his girlfriend! Why are you being shy? You have the right to come up to him and say hi." Danielle said to me and I thought about it for a while.

"Why don't you stay here, look out at the window, and break up with him over the phone?" I gave Nick a weird look as he said it. How could he say that to me? "Why don't you look out at the window, Kelsey?" I did what I was told. I turned to look out at the window and gasped. Who's that girl he's kissing with? How could he kiss another girl? Did he forget that I was still alive and could catch him cheating on me? Did he forget that he's in relationship with ME? Did he realize that he could get caught by Nick or Joe and they would tell me what happened? Dammit. How could he do that to me?

I pulled out my phone and dialed his number. I watched him as he stopped kissing the girl and pulled his phone to check the call. And, he ignored it. HE FREAKING IGNORED MY CALL! Oh God, "He ignored my call, guys. Unbelievable." I muttered under my breath and shook my head in disbelief, "You know what Nick; I'm so gonna break up with him over a text."

"I'm not in the mood to eat anymore. Who's up for ice cream and movies?" Jen asked. Danielle and I raised our hands and slid out of the booth.

"I'm sorry you have to see that, Kelsey." Kevin said and smiled in sympathy at me.

"Yeah, me too. You totally deserve someone better." Joe said and gave me a little smile. Nick stood up from his seat and gave me a quick hug before kissing my forehead, mentally telling me to be strong and just move on from that guy.

"I'm okay, guys. Well, actually, I'll be okay after tonight. You don't have to worry. I can handle this by myself." I gave them a reassuring smile and turned to see Danielle and Jen, "Come on. Let's leave." We walked out of the restaurant and into the rented car that Kevin rented for a few weeks. On our way to the apartment, I texted Alex with a simple 'We broke up. I don't wanna hear anymore for you or/and see your face anymore. Get lost.' After that I turned off my phone because I was so sure that a few seconds after sending that message, my phone will blown up with texts and calls from Alex.


Author's Note: HI GUYS! So, this is another BTR fan fic from me and I'm kinda nervous. Well, I didn't put this story into 'crossover' category because I won't be focused on Nick, Joe, and Kevin. I only use them as the background characters in this story so I wouldn't mention them a lot. Anyway, please review so I can know what you guys think of this story. Should I continue or should I stop? Oh and the next part will definitely be longer than this. So, thank you for reading! :D