A/N: Just a drabble of what Bobby's thoughts might have been at the last second.

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Pain...

I'm not good enough...

God...does he hate me?

Why can't I just be straight?

My brother...my sister...cousins...family...

David...I trusted you...

My sin...it's disgusting. Filthy.

Why?

Why?

Why?

I'm drowning in sorrow that I can never return from...

Everyone...

I...

I love you.

I'm sorry.

A/N: Sad...I know. Poor Bobby.