I Gotta Find You
Intro
"Beth now that your old enough its about time you should know..."
I stared at my mom "know what mum?"
Shelby paused "Your adopted" she said.
I stared at her in shock "WHAT?"
Talk about a change of events. Today was probably the best day of my life and now it must be the worst. Today coach selvester made her the captain of the cherrios and today Jake confessed his love for me and today for the 1st time in her life she got good grades and just when she was going to tell her mom, her mom tells her this.
Without knowing it tears fell down my eyes.
My mom hugged me "Its ok sweetie i love you, you know that right" I rubbed my eyes "yaa" I bit my lip "I think i need to be alone for some time"
"I understand" she said.
I went to my room and shut the door. i leaned against the door and sat down and let the tears fall down.
I cried and cried till i could not cry anymore. After i guess an hour of crying i talked to the one person who i knew would cheer me up... Jake.
"Hey honnie" he said through the phone "wassup?"
Hearing his voice just made me feel better for some reason.
"Jake..." i sniffed "Is everything ok babe?"
"no..." i felt the tears roll down my cheecks "Whats wrong?" he said, his voice full of concern.
"I am adopted" "oh god" Jake said "What should i do?"
He paused "Why are you asking me that?" I giggled "God your absolutly useless"
"No i am not" he said "atleast i got you to smile"
I smiled "fine your amazing now seriously what should i do?"
"Just relax" he said "there is nothing wrong with being adopted"
"buttt..."
"I dont love you less and i dont think your mom loves you less so whats there to worry about?"
I sighed "how do you always make me feel better"
"Lets face it i am amazing" I rolled my eyes "Yaa right"
He remained silent "I love you" i said "love you too" he said "now listen i gotta go i have to crash have football practice tomorrow."
"Sure" i said "goodnight"
"night" he said I switched off my cell and threw it away I was feeling better already . I close my eyes and thought about Jake and without realising it i fell asleep
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