As the Eldest Brother
Nobody knows how I feel inside
Nobody realizes I didn't want this for myself
Nobody knows how awful I felt telling him our secrets
Nobody knows that I want to take back everything I said
But nobody knows how glad that I too am a Rider, equal and better than my younger brother
No one knows the pleasure I relished when I took Zar'roc, my rightful possession back
No. I am the only one that knows the guilt and the pleasure that I endured at the same time
No one understands, but Thorn
Nobody knows how angry it makes me to think that my little brother never had to endure Galbatorix's terrible wrath.
Nobody knows how good it feels to be better than my little brother
Nobody knows how much I miss the companionship my little brother and I once shared
The adventures, the tragedies, the sparring, the unexpectedness
Nobody knows how badly I feel when I remember the things that happened to my little brother and me
The brother I never had, but did
