I've got a million things to tell you
But somehow I can't say them out loud
Every time I find the courage to face you
I find myself just hanging around
I've always been annoying
I've never followed any rules
I'm always pushing buttons
People say I'm a fool
I don't know when it started
I don't even know how or why
I just know that for some reason I like you
Even though you make me want to cry
You must think that I'm pathetic
For having these feelings for you
If only I'd met you much sooner
Maybe my life wouldn't be so blue
I would have gotten you to like me
I would have taken things slow
Maybe you'd even come to like me
But now neither of us will ever know
I know I shouldn't pursue this
I'm only setting myself up for pain
But no matter how hard I try to do so
You're the one person I could never disdain
I'm not sure if I love you
Maybe this is just a silly crush
But I can't deny the static
I can't ignore the rush
So I'll keep getting you angry
I won't stop making you mad
If only to remind myself
Of everything we could have had
