Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN DIGIMON...nor the characters.


Takeru's POV
I walked out to the edge of the cliff, which stood almost ten stories up from the rocks below, which were calling out for me to jump to them and end my life. The gentle breeze of the sea washed over me, my short hair hardly moving in the weak wind, I stared down at the water washing over the sharp rocks, which seemed miles below me.

This is how it has to end, I've lost everything…and it's completely over…

I thought to myself as I looked up at the bright starry sky, which smiled at me as I stood there about to leap to my death, the stars danced in the dark sky, rejoicing that the sun had drifted below the far off horizon.

I cried to myself as the gentle trees behind me swayed in the breeze, and I jumped…Falling into the bottomless pit, which I had stared at for almost an hour…and the events of the past month flooded my mind with ease...

So this is what it's like to die?

I thought as I closed my eyes and accepted the fate that I had just determined for myself…as I watched the previous events leading to this suicide like a movie reel in my mind, playing endlessly…taunting me.


Flashback
"HEY, I heard you told your mom!"

A beautiful girl said as she approached me in her usual manner, but she was exstatic that I had finally told his mom that I was gay the night before…

"Hey Kari…Yea I told her…" I smiled a little as her green eyes widened with excitement she brushed her beautiful brown hair out of her eyes and gave me a big white smile.

"Takeru, I'm so proud of you…now maybe you can just tell Tai that you want to be with him" she laughed at me, I merely sighed at her, scratching my golden hair above my green eyed laced with gold.

I can't tell Tai…He's completely straight, I don't understand why Kari keeps insinuating that he would even be the slightest bit gay…

I couldn't help but doubting Kari's insinuations in my mind…it was just too farfetched to think that Tai…a gorgeous brown haired wonder, would be gay…with his muscular body, beautiful pale green eyes, and such a cute face, and god I can only imagine the size of his…oh…I was getting ahead of myself.

"Kari I'm telling you…Tai isn't gay…" I said to her as I tugged at the collar of my blue shirt, which had vertical yellow stripes down the side of it, and I pulled up my khaki shorts, and walked off to math class…

Great…now I'm not going to be able to get Tai off my mind…well, not like I pay attention in math anyway

I thought as I strutted into class and sat in my usual seat…and began to stare blankly at the blackboard…class hadn't even started, and thoughts of Tai running around the soccer field with no shirt on as he usually did at soccer practice flooded my mind, and I drifted off into my daydreams.