I gaze up and all I see is my pain that surrounds me
I hide my face and look away
I want this to be nothing than a dream
But to my horror all of this is real and is here to stay
That is when you came to help to free my troubled soul
I push you away for my troubles are mine and you can not hear my cries
Why do you want me to live I mean, don't you have any other goal
No,No, No, give me back that blade, what I do to myself does not affect you
You love me that can not be true no one can love me, an abused heart
Let go of my hand I do not want your love, there is nothing you can do
Where are you coming closer, I don't know what to do I guess this is a start, Yes a start!
I won't hurt myself and never will I think that I want myself to die this is a start of something new
I finally feel alive
