I gaze up and all I see is my pain that surrounds me

I hide my face and look away

I want this to be nothing than a dream

But to my horror all of this is real and is here to stay

That is when you came to help to free my troubled soul

I push you away for my troubles are mine and you can not hear my cries

Why do you want me to live I mean, don't you have any other goal

No,No, No, give me back that blade, what I do to myself does not affect you

You love me that can not be true no one can love me, an abused heart

Let go of my hand I do not want your love, there is nothing you can do

Where are you coming closer, I don't know what to do I guess this is a start, Yes a start!

I won't hurt myself and never will I think that I want myself to die this is a start of something new

I finally feel alive