Disclaimer: I do not own Spike, Angel, or any of the souled vampires this applies to.

Redemption is something I'm trying to find.

To help ease the pain I feel within my mind.

Unmentionable are the evil things that I've done.

I've killed and hurt others just for plain fun.

Guilt, regret, and knowledge of what I've done, all haunt my soul.

But that's not nearly enough to pay heaven's high toll.

Hell, is where I'm going I know that for sure.

Until then there's more pain to endure.

Nothing will make up for the mistakes that I've made.

Nothing until I've met the Reaper's sharp blade.