A one-shot based on Jealousy's mixed feelings about her life. Trust me you'll have mixed feelings for her as well once you read this, you get to see a new light of Jealousy. It might give you slight hints to a future chapter. Also sorry I wasn't able to update last week, I've been stuck in the hospital for a while and this time it's ten times more serious than the last time I went. I just had this sudden pain in my stomach and the next thing I knew I was in the bathroom and... let's just said I was spewing out the color of golden freddy for a while... So I don't know when I'll be out. I just wrote this for you all so I hope you'll be patient. :) I'll hurry and get better! Trust me the next chapter of M.A. will bring you to tears and Winds of hope will have a hilarious chapter!
Feelings of a Homunculus
It wasn't my fault I was born this way,
she has the life that should have been mine.
Now here I am.
A monster...
Who could love a monster like me?
I never asked for this!
I never asked to be this...
this... thing!
Every time I see her face it
makes me want to rip her face off
and replace her.
No one will know.
We look so much a like...
Every time those familiar faces
look at me all they see is her in their
eyes.
That person...
my opposite...
If only we didn't have the same
things wouldn't have turned out like this!
It's just these damn eyes...
I just want my life back!
This body...
This current existance...
None of this is mine!
But Truth took that away from me...
and that old fart that looks like
Hohenheim of Light...
He's not my father!
Those monsters aren't my sibling!
I'm nothing like him!
All I wanted was to bring him back...
bring both of our lives back!
I don't even know it worked...!
I just need to know... a sign atleast...
If my sacrifice was worth it...
Even if I broke my promise
to be with him forever...
I need to know if he's okay.
I need to know before my mind is erased...
before this Jealousy consumes me...
My soul... it's disappearing...
At least my memories are being kept
in a safe place after I lose myself
to-
~Fin~
