Ok, so here is my new story! I really hope that everyone likes this one, and just to warn you! This first chapter kind of sucks, but bellieve me! I have written almost all of this story, and it honestly gets better! so please just give it a chance!

disclaimer- I do not own anything of twilight.

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Finally I thought.

I was in the Cullens house. Everyone was there, Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and of course, Edward were around me. It was time! I was lying on the table, and we were all discussing the plans to what some people may call 'modify' me.

"Only, me and Edward will stay here," Carlisle said. "All of you will run as far away as possible, and will distract yourselves accordingly. Me and Edward will stay here and change her, And you can come back in the morning. Is that clear?"

"Yes." Everyone said. My insides were churning rapidly, and I couldn't breathe. Apparently Edward sensed my nervousness, and bent down to my level.

"Bella." He said soflty in my ear. " There is no reason to be worried. Carlisle will assess the situation and will take the needed action. Unless you have changed your mind." He added with a hopeful outlook.

"No. I still am ready. I love you and will be with you shortly." I said, determined. I hoped that he wouldn't see through my lie.

"Bye Bella!' Alice sung. They all left, but I only felt the wind. I couldn't wait until I could do that, and be invisable to the human eye.

"Edward.' I said softly.

"Yes?"

"I love you."

"I love you too, my sweet."

Carlisle then walked over to the table and said, "Now as you know, the pain will last two to four days. Once it is gone, you will 'wake up' you could call it, and be comeplete. Now I must warn you, that the first thirst is strong, and without yield. I just want to let you know that we will be ready for that, but you must resist the urge."

"Okay." I said a little shaken. I wondered if I would even be able to follow the thirst. Nausea welled up inside me, but I faught it back down. Now was the time to be strong, and to not give in to my dis-taste.

Are you ready?" Edward asked.

"Yes. But could you do me a favor?"

"Of course. Anything!"

"Could you bite me on my other scar? The one on my hand?" Memories of the ballet studio flooded through me, but I told myself, No this would be different.

Edward leaned down next to me and I could see many emotions flicker across his face. Was that doubt? I didn't linger on it. He leaned down and I quickly looked away. I didn't want to watch. Then I felt the fire. It was a burning, almost worse than I remembered, as it slowly moved through my arm. I wasn't goignto scream-well I hoped that I wouldn't anyway. But oh, how the fire burned me! It was all the way up my shoulder now. I could hear Carlisle in the distance, as if through a long tunnel.

"Hang on Bella."

Where was Edward? I couldn't see him. Wasn't he supposed to be right there with me?

"Edward where are you?!" I screamed.

"He's right here, Bella." I could here Carlisle say.

"I don't see him! Where is he!?"

The pain was immence, and I thought I was goig to die. I couldn't last two to four days! This was pure torture! By this time, the fire had spread through my entire body. I was falling...Falling...Then everything went black.

I woke with a start, and it took me a moment to remember where I was. Then I remembered, but where was the pain? I lifted my hand to look at it, and what I saw amazed me! My skin was pale. And not just pale, but Vampire pale! I flexed slightly, and I could feel the muscles tighten beneath my skin. No one was in the room, but I didn't pay any attention to that. I saw a mirror at the other end of the room, and like a flash I was over there. Nice!

The girl that gazed back at me through the reflection wasn't recognizable. With satisfaction, I realized that it was My reflection. My face was also very pale, and I now had dark, pitch-black hair. But the thing that amazed me most besides my picture perfect features were my eyes. They were a stunning color. Black around the ireses, and a deep blood-red around the outside. I don't know what it was, but something in that moment made me assess my surroundings. I payed strong attention to my senses. Everyone was in the living room, waiting, and listening to see what I would do. They weren't goign to come in-yet anyway, but they would if they needed to.

Then I caught the scent. It actually smelled purely delicious! What ever it was, it sent more venom to my teeth, and I could feel every muscle in my body tighten in anticipation.

I needed to find the source of this smell. My throat was tight in the waiting, and I needed to find it fast. I knew I would never be able to get past the whole family in the front room, so I needed to fint another way. But how? My senses expanded throughout the house. I could feel a breeze through an open window in the back room. That would be my escape! I would only have a second, if that to get out and I needed to do it fast. Now.

I quickly ran to the back room and climbed out the open window in less than half a second. The ground flew beneath me as I sensed the Cullens gettin on my trail. So I pushed myself faster. I had to get there, and I was in awe as the trees flew past me in icy clarity.

"BELLA!" I heard the scream from behind me, but I payed no attention. I was free, and being pulled by this delectable scent that over whelmed my senses. I pushed myself to go faster, nowing that the faster I ran, the less likely they would catch me. It got closer and the next thing I knew, I could see a hiker through the trees. My throat constricted in heavy antictipation as...

BANG!

A tremendous force rammed into me, knocking me to the ground. I was up in less than a second, with a deep snarl coming from my chest. Emmett stood there, and the next thing I knew I was being held down by many more pair than one pair of hands. Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, Alice and of course Edward, all held me down firmly. Once again, a deep snarl came from me, and I immediatly was ashamed.

"Calm down Bella." Carlisle said firmly. "You need to relax and stay calm. The thirst that you are feeling will pass, I promise! Alice! Go get a deer for her. As for the rest of us, we will be back at the house." Alice immediately let me go and quickly ran to the west. I felt myself moving. No! I don't want to go to the house! I almost got him! Why did I have to suffer like this?!

Once we got there, they set me down on the couch and continued to watch my every move. Edward then came next to me and said softly,

"Bella. You can do this. The longind you are feeling right now will pass with time." He took a second to pause, then continued, "I know you can do it Bells. And don't forget. I will always love you."

That struck something in me. Edward loved me. A flood of memories washed through me and I said, "Oh Edward! I'm sorry! I'll do better, I promise!" He smiled and I continued, " Thank all of you so much! I really just want to sa-...What's that smell?"

A smell had hit me that was so discusting, I felt that I would pass out.

"No." said Edward, stiffening beside me. Apparently everyone else smelt it too, because they all also tensed up, and I could hear a low growl come from Jasper.

"What is it Edward? What could possibly smell that bad?"

"Werewolves." He said Solemly.

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Hey! there it is! I really hope you liked it! and I'll get the next one up as soon as possible!