Ok this is my newest fic, hope you guys like it. I thought of it randomly when I was thinking on my bean bag...again. Read and review, tell me what you think bout it please. thank you very much to all who've been reading and reviewing. :)

Might be co-writing an Adrian/Rose fic with Rose Melissa Ivashkov, we thought of some pretty good ideas(I hope you saved it coz I can't remember a single thing I said, we should catch up over the weekends).

Sorry if there are any mistakes or typos, I know there's a couple of sentences that didn't make sense in my other fics(mistakes :P)

anyways enjoy~

Happy Reading!


When the last of the sunlight when down in the horizon it merely revealed a tangle of human shapes, I tried to distinguish those who were still alive and those who were dead among the bodies that lay outside the house I was held in by Dimitri. My search was pointless, they were all dead. Darkness and fear crept over me. All those people were fed on…

"My Roza, come with me and we can be together forever, no boundaries, no one to forbid our love." He held his hand out to me, I had to put a lot of self-control in myself from taking his hand, I will not turn Strigoi any day, not even for Dimitri, I don't want to prey on anyone and Dimitri hurt me enough by making me his personal bloodwhore, I hope Adrian didn't see those marks in that dream.

I was pressed up against the cool brick wall at the edge of the estate, the tall brick wall and perfectly cropped hedges were the only thing between me and freedom, then there's Dimitri.

"I'd never join you Dimitri, not when you're Strigoi, NEVER!" I shrieked as a tear rolled down my cheek. My mind was shrouded by the good times Dimitri and I shared, why did God have to do this to him….to me?

He looked at me infuriated by my words and charged towards me. "If you won't join me then I'll take you by force" he snarled under his breath.

"Are you just going to dispose of me like you did to Galina?" I taunted.

It deadened my spirit and my will to live, here or elsewhere, what difference did it make? To die today or tomorrow or…later? We'd all die someday.

"Just kill me Dimitri, to rid myself of all this pain" I cried. His vice grip was around my neck, it was cold there was no trace of Dimitri left in him anymore, only a predator toying with his prey.

Was this it?

Is this the end of my short-lived life?

A whirlpool of memories of the academy, my friends and my life flashed by, then there was Lissa, she was all alone, weeping with no one by her side. I couldn't leave her like that, our tearful goodbye was bad enough, and I had abandoned her, my best friend.

Then Adrian came across my mind, I owed him a lot, he funded my suicide mission and he was waiting for me back at the academy.

My mind snapped back to the present time and I slipped out of Dimitri's grasp and swung my leg to kick him, he caught my leg, I kicked him with my free leg before he could flipped me, then I ran, for my life, for the people I loved, they were waiting for my return, I couldn't leave them again, not without a word or a goodbye.

I ran onto the dark, bare and ghostly road, my head was throbbing with the familiar feeling. Mase! I yelled in my mind then a bunch of ghosts swooped by me as I ducked, I thought they were about to attack me, but they went for Dimitri. He was raging and swiping at the space around him, and then they slowly faded away to my dismay.

"Roza, I'm getting tired of this game." He continued chasing me down the murky path. I stood at the bridge and thought about my friends, I'm sorry guys, I couldn't do it, I hesitated when I had the chance to stake him, I won't even make it back in one piece but at least I'm not Strigoi. I wished I could somehow telepathically send that to everyone.

"I'm sorry, guys" I whispered to the black sky. I took a deep breath, shut my eyes and leaped into the darkness below.

Instead of crashing into the rushing water below, someone caught my arm and was lifting me back up to safety, I opened my eyes to find Dimitri holding on to my arm, the only thing between life and death for me.

"Let go, Comrade" tears poured out. "You're just making this harder" I added.

"How many times have I told you not to call me that Roza?" he seemed like his old self again, don't be fooled Rose, I mentally slapped myself.

"Then tell me why you won't let me die" I said almost inaudibly.

"Because I want you" he muttered, it didn't even take him a second to think or blink, he said it like it so plainly that it hurt me, he was gone, my Dimitri was gone, my Russian God, my one true love.

"Is that it?" I looked into his crimson red eyes.

"Yes Roza, I want you more than anything in my life" he sighed, sounding like he was annoyed with a little kid.

He pulled me over the barricade and at his moment of weakness I plunged the stake deep into his heart, he gasped for air and his eyes were on me.

"Wrong answer, Comrade" my voice was almost a whisper in the wind. "You're meant to say 'Because I love you'" he smiled and I let him go over the edge of the bridge, I watched as my lover fell into the shadows beneath. It felt more like I was falling, like my heart fell along with him, I fell apart on the spot and screamed as tears flowed out endlessly. I did it, my promise to you my love.

I looked around me and saw dim light coming from the horizon, it was a car's headlights, the car approached me slowly and came to a halt, there was an old couple in the car, they offered a ride and I got in. they didn't ask me why I had blood splattered on my face and shirt.

They saw the silver stake that rested in my shaky hands, they were trembling. I took my mobile out and dialled the first number that came up on the 'recent calls' list.

"Hello?" I stopped breathing for a second.

"Adrian?" I said after a long pause, I barely recognized my own voice, it was all croaky and broken, and I was tired, parched, cold and hungry.

"You didn't-… That dream-…No-…Was-…Never mind that, Where are you? Are you ok?" he asked anxiously. I knew what he wanted to ask, he was asking about the marks he saw on my neck in that dream, the dream I forced myself out of. I didn't want him or anyone to know I was some Strigoi's bloodwhore.

The night seemed never-ending so did this car ride, the nice old couple were chatting to each other in Russian, they would constantly bicker through our journey, it was cute, no matter how much they quarrelled they still loved each other. I wished I could had a life like that with Dimitri, grow old together, have stupid or pointless arguements and making up no matter what.

After I was dropped off by the couple at the nearest city, I called Abe, the man whom I recently knew was my father, and he told me that night when Viktoria and I hit the club. He said "I'm only concerned for your well-being that's why I'm here" when I yelled "Why the fuck do you keep following me, you pedo?" I felt guilty and regretted my words after that.

He picked me up and rushed to Oksana and Mark's house, I collapsed the moment we stepped through the doors. I woke up in a small room, the sunlight was creeping through the curtains and I jumped and screamed.

"What's wrong?" Oksana hurried to my side.

"No, it's nothing, I'm fine I just thought I was there…" I trailed off.

"You're safe now" Abe walked in. "About those marks on your ne-"

"Don't tell anyone" a tear slid down my cheek.

"We won't" they promised.

I rested my head back on the pillow as Oksana soothed me, then I was in Lissa's mind, she was drunk and she was walking dangerously on the edge of a windowsill, on the highest floor of the building.

Oh it's you again, fuck off bitch. The same voice said then like an elastic snap, I was out. 3 worried faces hovered over me.

"Are you-" Mark started but I interrupted him, I didn't have any time to waste.

"No time we gotta help Lissa" I screeched and grabbed Mark and Oksana's arms.

After we dealt with Avery, I called Sydney, thanked her and informed her that I was leaving, Abe sent me to the airport, before I checked in Abe tied his silk scarf around my neck and bid me farewell. It smelt like him, that odd spicy scent hung on it, it reminded me of Adrian.

"Be safe my çok güzel kız" he patted my shoulders.

"Your what?" I raised an eyebrow.

"My beautiful daughter, well kız could mean girl depends" he smiled.

"I should visit Turkey one day" I winked and gave him a hug, he stiffened for a second.

"Right I forgot about your fearsome reputation, sorry…DAD" I giggled and he shook his head at me.

I went in to the plane first since I was in first-class, I just spent more of Adrian's money, oh he'll get over it I'm sure he could swim in a pool of money if he wanted to.

A pretty looking stewardess walked by and placed a glass of orange juice in front of me which I gulped down in a second, she took it away and continued pushing the trolley up the aisle. I was sitting on my bed, curled my legs up and wrapped my arms around them then I rested my chin on my arm. The first class cabin was silent, the lights were turned off, only lights that showed the way down the dark aisle and some other passenger's reading lights remained on.

Since it was past midnight, food wasn't served till later. I felt so alone and empty inside. My thoughts went back to Dimitri, I fell asleep soon after, I think. I must've dozed off, because it began. My nightmare, I was gasping for air and running in a dark forest, it was dusk, I turned back only to see bright red eyes glowing and running towards me, I tripped over a tree trunk and everything went into slow motion as I was falling, then with a thud I landed on the damp earth.

I was on the cold ground, I prayed that someone pick me up and set me down in your arms. Wait…who's 'your'?

I was so lost in my ridiculous thoughts that my pursuers caught up to me and I felt a sharp pain in my back, I was flipped over and Dimitri was smiling at me, he grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me up.

"Get off me! Please, no, don't" I yelled.

"Now now, Roza" Nathan mocked me as he dug his heels into my back, Dimitri lunged forwards to rescue me.

"Stop! Please" I screamed at Nathan.

"LET ME GO! LET ME GO! LET M-" I dug my nails into Dimitri's hands, the strong pair of hands that I once loved, the warm set of hands that I thought would save me, why are they did they feel so cold? Why are they strangling me?

I was choking and gasping for air then I got that feeling where my heart was falling, everything around me went black and I was felt myself falling, down a bottomless pit.

Then I snapped back into reality, I jumped, the same stewardess was by my side, she had woken me up.

"Are you alright? You were thrashing about and sweating then you started screaming leave me alone and you were pleading for someone to stop" her eyes widened.

"It's just a nightmare" I sipped some water she handed to me.

"Thanks, excuse me could I send a text to my friend?" I smiled. "Everyone on first class and business class uses all the items we prohibit them from using during flights so…" she was implying that I could.

I typed as fast as I could on the QWERTY keyboard.

On the flight home now :)

See you soon.

xx,

Rose.

Then I hit the send button and I thought I'd go back to where my nightmare left off but instead I had a normal dream.

End of Chapter 1


Amanda Seyfried - Little House

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart is beating so slow
Our hearts sing this
That we want it we want it
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know, we do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay


Omg has anyone seen Dear John? I haven't yet..but this song is sooo sad. So guys what do you think of my new fic? I may or may not update this week(again), sorry guys i have lots of assignments due :( and i have a couple of tests coming up, but good news is.... term 1 of school is ending next friday = frequent story updates

so yeah... please review(i love yous, thank you)

I might be going to japan for a holiday at the end of the year WOOO, I was looking through a magazine today, there was this REEEEALLY hot guy in a suit and he had messy brown hair and green eyes omg first thing that came to my head was ADRIAN IVASHKOV... ironically there was this chick with that had brown hair, tanned skin etc lol Rose Hathaway much?

SPIRIT BOUND IS COMING SOON! May 18th omg omg omg! Who do you think is on the front cover Adrian? New Character? Dimitri? Who's as excited and pumped as I am? I might pre-order it...hmm

Peace,
L.