Challenge 8- Spinning
Title: Spinning
Pairing: Kamijo/Teru
Genre: Angst
Notes: Teru isn't adjusting very well to losing Kamijo
Synopsis: Teru and Kamijo have an hour to themselves with something other than sex on their minds.
Spinning. Everything wasn't real anymore. What he had seen. What Kamijo had done to him. He didn't really have anyone to talk to, or vent to. He was just going to hold it in and try not to let it affect him too much at all.
Practice went on like it usually did. The only difference was the way he looked at him. The way Kamijo looked at him. It was a painful, horrifying glance. It was deadly and it made his heart sink into the pit of his stomach.
Always he left early. Running off before a word could be uttered to him. Crying by himself, trying to figure out what could have happened to make Kamijo do that to him. He didn't want to talk to him. It hurt too much. Meetings were hell because he had to stay still with those eyes on him.
It was no easier for the other. It hurt. It was painful to see him spiraling into oblivion. His music was suffering. Missed notes were common now and Kamijo knew it was his fault. If only he had gotten that stupid woman off of him faster!
In was so painful to see him like this. Running away from him. Hiding from him. Crying because of him. It was hell on earth to see the boy he cared about so much to be doing thise.
And no matter how hard he tried... Teru always ran.
