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The Heart Will Go On

Chapter One

BPOV

Walking into school I couldn't bear to see him with her I sat in the main hall watching everyone pass in a blur until he walked in I saw him walking past with his brown hair and blue eyes he looked over and we made eye contact but the stare was cold and hurtful I never wanted it to end this way but I guess things don't always turn out the way you plan....

My name is Bella Swan I go to Forks High School everything was fine until he met her. Edward Mason has been my best friend since the first year of high school we've been through everything together he was always there for me as I was for him, wed hang around up his house hours on end just talking about nonsense that by the next day would sound really dumb and we'd have a big joke about it. We are both now in our fourth year everything has been going great until I started falling for him I never intended to yes we dated in the first year but we were young didn't now each other enough anyway since the second year I have been extremely fond of him he's everything you want in a guy sweet considerate good looking … but apparently I wasn't everything he wanted in a girl. I did hope that one day we'd get together again but I never had the courage to ask.

Anyway Edward had gone on holidays one of those short mini breaks I was missing him like crazy I felt lost in school without him it was like missing a part of your body or in my case a piece of my heart.

My phone vibrated in my pocket

"hello?"

"hey Bella its Edward"

"hey Edward hows it going"

"good you'll never guess what's happened"

"what"

"I've met a girl"

Instantly it felt as if someone had ripped a tiny piece of my heart away it happened every time Edward got with a girl I never told him but my best friend Alice Brandon always new.

"oh yeah um who"

"Tanya Denali"

I knew Tanya very well she was my best friend in elementary school we were always together but since high school we never spoke she went with her popular group who I now call the cold ones which they are they have no pity or compassion for anyone but themselves

"Tanya?"

"yeah she's here as well and we've been talking and hanging out"

"Tanya's a cold one Edward she's no good for you"

"Bella cant you just be happy for me please I'm really excited about this"

"yeah sure I can"

"and don't say anything but we kissed"

I new the little bit of my heart that was ripped was now being torn it took all my self control not to yell down the phone at him or even to tell him how I felt

"that's nice Edward listen I got to go talk later yeah bye"

"wait bel...."

I hung up I new then I would have to put up with little miss Tanya and her cold friends...

Edward got back but unfortunately so did Tanya I new something was on the horizon but nothing hurt more than that day

I saw Edward walking fast like he was on a mission he went straight to Tanya and kissed her Edward has never known that I saw him do it he thinks I didn't see but I did I caught it I just never said in fear of losing myself, the pain in my chest when I saw them was indescribable I cant explain it I done the only thing I could think of and ran away from there got as far away as I could...

The next few weeks did not get any better Tanya and her cold friends did not make it easy for me everyone in our year thought that I loved Edward and like the coward I am I always denied it only my friends Alice Brandon, Jasper Hale and Emmett Cullen knew the truth. Most of Tanya's' bitching was done over the internet

Edward remained totally oblivious to anything that happened but sooner than later I new he would strike back

"I hate her Edward she's horrible"

"will you stop abusing her in front of me please"

"you ask me what I think I'm telling you the truth"

"well cant you try to be nice in front of me at least"

"don't bring her up I wont need to fake about her then"

"fine I got to go bye"

He walked away from me every time he did that I felt a twinge of guilt I didn't want Edward to be mad at me I hated it, it was like arguing with your brother... I text Edward during third period and told him

"I'm sorry Edward but you cant make a cat and a dog be friends its the same thing here she hates me I hate her it has nothing to do with you please I don't want to argue with you"

"fine but don't go abusing her in front of me say what you want when I'm not there but not while I'm there okay"

"okay Edward"

Soon the rumours started the ones saying I'm jealous of Tanya evidently I was jealous I wanted to be the one he held hands with the one he could talk to when he was bored or upset but instead of me it was Tanya. My friend Alice was a massive help to me during it all she understood how much I loved Edward deep down

Alice: "Bella stop staring at them"

Bella: "she wont look away I've had it she's doing this on purpose she's flaunting him in front of me Alice"

"I know Bella but you cant make her stop"

I looked back over and at that time that bitch Tanya smirked at me

"that tears it I'm going to go over there and rip her hair out!"

"no Bella! That wont help at all"

Jasper: "Alice is right Bella it wont help just let Edward go"

I new they were both right but I couldn't let go or more I didn't want to I new I had to fight for my friendship with Edward, Edward was my life I was nothing without him he was the person who made me see the light at the end of the tunnel. Edward and I argued more and more as weeks progressed it seemed the closer he was getting to Tanya the further he was getting from me.