Because I hated the way they will end the show and wrote my end of R&I, I translate from my French version Au revoir Boston. Sorry for the mistakes. Don't forget to share your opinion.


"I still do not believe in miracles." Maura said while her best friend watched the night sky and the stars, Maura wanted the concrete. Although this time with this child who had 'miraculously' cured from an incurable disease, she doubted slightly about her belief. The prayers could not do made erase the death, serious illness ... that was not possible; it was too easy and disturbing. She sought a real explanation, not theories or hypotheses. Jane smiled; she could understand her best friend. You could not always accept the unknown.

"I… I believe in miracles." Rizzoli replied with a smile.

"Why? Because you're Catholic? It is true that in the Bible we often speak of miraculous event." The forensic asked curious.

"No, it's not just because of religion or anything else. Yes, my family is very Catholic, we pray every Sunday for the happiness of our family that God protects people who are important to us, and there is also the blessing before meals. In our work, it's hard to say that everything is black or white. I need to believe that there is someone to help us find the missing person that saves innocent, who leads us to ... I do not know…that there was an explanation to all this life, and that death. This suffering but also to happiness, we create it, we destroy it. Nevertheless the man can be good or bad. I believe that shooting stars can realize some wishes. And when a miracle happens, then one sees life differently, there may be someone who protects us. So, I prayed for you and I think He heard me. I believe in God who guides us."

"Did you pray for me? Why? When?" The blond questioned very surprised, she had tears in her eyes. She was touched that her friend to tell her all these things, which normally she would hide the details, or even it does not evoke the subject.

"Of course I prayed for you, you are the most important people in my life. You're my best friend, my family, my soul mate; I want you to be happy, that you do not suffer. When you have your operation to your kidney, to your brain, I went to the church chapel, and when you were kidnapped by this sick psycho, I prayed that nothing can happen to you. So I can again find you, protect you, but also that it does not happen again in the future." Maura could not contain longer her crying, just imagining that her best friend was going to Washington, that she would see most every day at home, at work,. And their evening at the Dirty Robber, it will be over, as jogging and activities together. They would not share anymore family meals on the weekends. And if misfortune came into work, Jane would not protect her, she no longer would comfort her in her arms when she was in pain ... she would laugh more with her bad jokes, she ... she ... would not be there...

Isles stood up suddenly from the bench without warning, and she wanted to flee, she would explode if she stayed close to the Italian. She would tell her best friend that she did not want her to leave, she would suffer from the lost, to not to see her everyday. Rizzoli meanwhile, was surprised by the reaction; she is also up and grabbed the wrist of the blonde.

"Maura? What is happening?" The named could no longer cope with her best friend; her body shivered, all their time together jostled in her mind. And she just imagined that their story would be ended, and it broke her heart. She could not be selfish, Jane was happy to go to Washington... She had to endure everything by herself, she had to get used that Jane will not be longer there; it would be less difficult later. She needed to learn to live without her, and now before it was too late. She forced to distance herself, or she will cry endlessly. She was unable to lie, especially to the Italian.

"Jane, I can not bear more, please, let me go." Isles implored, she held her breath, but in vain, her body was not under her control.

"What do you mean you can not? Maura, you're scaring me ... what happened? It's impossible that I let you go in such a state." The scientific could not speak, her words were cut in the throat, the medical examiner tried to get out of the detective, and she did not feel her soft touch on her skin. But Jane suddenly turned her friend, who was devastated. Her mascara even flowed down her perfect cheeks.

"Oh my God! Maura, what's going on? Why are you crying so? Tell me everything. Is there a problem with your family? Or is it your health? We still want one of your organs, or do you want mine? Ok, I could give you one. Don't tell me it was another one of your ex? Do I have to make him disappear? "Jane joked to lighten the mood; she grabbed the face of Isles, who immediately removed it. Maura did not want to see those concerned, tender and affectionate looks, which only care for her; it was her fault if she was in such a state! No, it was her fault to be so weak. She was not a child in search of affection, she was an adult, and she could not rely entirely on the brunette. Each other had to live in their own world, and not slow down the other with theirs futile fears. She could not start again, as with Casey. The brunette had the right to start her life without her!

"I ... I'm ... v-b-fine. "

"Of course you are not fine. This is the worst lie I've ever heard in your mouth Maur. Usually, you directly say things without being aware of what you say. "

"Well I have changed. Everyone changes, we can not do anything."

"Do not tell me you have menopause? Is this the reasons you had these swinging mood? "At that remark, the detective took a kick to her leg, and she grabbed her injured leg. "I was joking! You know it!"

"No I don't! You think that will make me laugh if you are making fun of me? "Jane sighed, yes, she did not have tact, but it was not intentional. It was her way to make others laugh, and distract them. And now, it worked half. Instead of being sad, Maura was furious.

"No. But I do my best to help you, I know it's not perfect and I apologize."

"Enough Jane, you're not wrong, it's me. I'm the most selfish person here; I do not know why you're still my friend. "

"What? Yet you know perfectly well that I lo- "

"No, I do not wanna hear that you love me, I can not hear it."

"Maur ..."

"Stop it please! Can not you see that it hurts me that you care so much about me? You will go to Washington, you're gonna leave me, you'll have your own life there, you'll meet someone else, you will have more friends and colleagues, you will forget me. The phone will not do anything, you'll be busy and you- "Rizzoli grabbed Maura's face, and she kissed her in order to make vanish all these doubts. With that kiss, the Italian wanted to prove that she would always remember Maura, she would come to Boston to see her, because she needed her in her life, she would never forget her best friend, which makes her so happy.

"What are you doing Clementine Jane Rizzoli?" The blond barked, while her interlocutor stiffened when she was brutally pushed back, she did not wait anymore to confess her feelings. But Jane hated when Isles used her middle name, and her entire name, it makes her remember when her mother scolded her. And she had not yet made her declaration of love, it was over.

"I kissed you ...?"

"Are you kidding me? It was not enough with the menopause." Maura spat angrily, Was she so laughable?

"NO! Of course not!"

"Why did you kiss me?"

"Because ... I wanted ... and I should not have ..."

"No you should not have, you will soon leave, so your kiss me and the way you say goodbye is the worst idea that you ever had!" Rizzoli would explain that it was not why she had kissed the chestnut, but because it had always been in love with her, and she would not leave with the greatest regret of her life, to have never told her feelings. But Maura was already gone. It seemed she had her answer, her love was not mutual. The detective laughed and fell on the buttocks, broken heart. Her stupidity made lost her best friend.

Jane's eyes glued on the ground, she took from her pocket, a black box. She sighed; she should not have to spend a fortune for this engagement ring which obviously did not have the place to its rightful owner. Yes, she had been selfish ... it was not her friend; she would be ridiculous to have made her declaration of love to Maura, and ask for her hand while she was going to Washington. She would never have accepted her offer. What an idiot...


Do not worry, it's an happy ending