Hi guys, I am here with another story! well...this idea is in my head from last four years and it evolved around and became T rated to M,well it cant go far from that, pun intended so yeah you can guess from the title its going to be a little bit different...

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight and the plot is not that original either I think

hope you like it!


"You do realize that this novel is R rated" My best friend Mary Alice Brandon or Alice said from besides me

"Yes"I said smiling, my nose still buried in the book

"That means it's for 18 and above" she look at me with those hazel eyes and little bit of self righteous look. Little bit. She never read the book I am reading but she knows story because I have told her besides she is not into reading anyway. I on the other hand I love to read I am addicted to words, just the content should be good and make sense to me and I can read anything and everything.

"I know"

"And you are 17"

"I am aware of that"

"How can you read that stuff? That guy is a psychopath and the girl is insane to love him"

"I think that guy is fucked up because of his past and the girl is brave to love him with everything his is" I look at her and she rolled her eyes at me

"Are you going to read this, all journey?"We were on the plane our way to Forks. Oh yeah I didn't tell you guys me and my best friend are moving in to Forks, where my dad is chief of the police. I live with my mother almost my whole life and visiting my dad only on summer breaks but its seems like it's time to live with my father for remaining two years of high school before I am off to college you know and yes I want to give my mother alone time with her new husband Phil and Alice is coming with me because she is Alice and my best friend and there might be a back story which is quite long so how about we share stories later.

"No, because there is just half chapter left" I answered

"Wait what? Didn't you just start this novel like two days ago" she shouldn't be shocked, she knows me but now she is we can't do anything about it, can we?

"Yup"

"Isn't it second part in trilogy" it was just a statement

"So you do know it is a trilogy" I look at her and straighten myself in my seat

"Well yeah because you told me, if I didn't know any better I would have thought you are reading it because of sex" she said pointing to the book in my hand which has beautiful silver mask with the feather in its crown on its cover page, trust me story became more mysterious with mask and muskrat ball

"It's a passionate love story; it's just not sex in there "I argue

"Its passionate story alright, but love story not so much" she argue back and I roll my eyes at her

"Come on you have to say it she loves him because of money and good sex"

"Or maybe she loves him because there is no reason to love him"

"What do you mean? How can you love someone without any reason to love him?" she ask me clueless, I put book aside no mood to read further and I look at her

"I mean if you have a reason to love someone it won't be love, it won't be true love"

"True love? Come out from your fictional world Bella, true love doesn't exist in this world" there was a time when she would have say opposite of what she is saying now and then, pardon my language a son of bitch come and broke her heart. That too, is a long story tell you later

"What we can't see doesn't mean it's not there, just we can't see it" I gave her a smile between sad and hopeful

"That what you are finding in your life? so your admires are competing with fictional characters" she raise her eyebrows

"I don't have admires" I frown

"Yes you do"

"No I don't"

"Okay so what about Nick or Steve and yes! Paul and yes one more what was his name-"I cut her off and she laugh

"I am terminating this conversation" I said, looking out of the window. Those guys were nice you know but there is always something missing

"Okay but really tell me what you are looking for" she was chuckling but sounds really curious

What I am looking for? I, myself can't explain what I am looking for?

Well just so you know, my name is Isabella Maria Swan but you can call me Bella. Because this is going to be a hell of a ride


good?bad? I would love to know your thought.

and yes please guess what novel is mention here?

okay bye

p.s: I don't have a beta either so any mistakes are mine but i am open if someone is willing to take the job just pm me