A/N I want to thank Edwardsbella99 for picking our Lilly-Anne's name and Golden Vampire Eyes for the band idea. Yall Rock my SOCKS!!
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Twilight tear nor do I own these songs!
B POV
He left. He left it has been 6 years to the date that he left.
And the worse part is he left us.
A vampire cant get person pregnant is bull. Don't ever believe it.
Not that I regret it. Because of him I now have a new love,
Lilly-Anne. She is five years old and turns six in three months.
About a month after Lilly-Anne was born I was turned, it was a gradual process having to do with her venom mixing with my blood during birth.
Since I was turned gradually I was able to build resistance to human blood quickly with adaptation, there fore I have never tasted human blood.
I moved away from forks across the country to New Hampshire and met a coven of vegetarian vampires who were nice enough to let Lilly-Anne and I move in with them.
The coven consists of Andrew who was changed in 1893 and Mary who was changed in 1905 they are our parental figures they are also madly in love for the past century. Michael who was changed by Andrew in 1921 he is like my brother forever at 18. Then there is Lucas who was changed and left back in 1927 he is married to Carrie who was also changed by Andrew in 1979. And last but not least there is Danielle what was changed in 1981 and she is my best friend after Michael.
We have formed a band together with me on piano and singing, Michael on lead guitar, Carrie bass, Lucas on drums and Danielle is our manager. We have named our selves The Addiction.
On the nights that we play Mary usually baby sits Lilly-Anne on occasion I let her bring Lilly-Anne to see us play. She is so extraordinary Andrew thinks she will continue to grow and age until her body starts producing venom in massive amounts as ours do.
Her powers are pretty cool we think she hasn't discovered all of them yet so far she can conduct electricity, she can read minds like her father and she has all of my powers, which are blocking powers putting up force fields and summoning powers and my favorite is I can sleep if I want too.
Michael can create illusions, Lucas can see the future, Carrie can control the weather, Mary has mind link, Danielle can seek lies, and Andrew has healing.
Well it was four in the afternoon and we had a show this evening at Deano's and we were supposed to be there by eight so we had 4 hours to get ready.
Danielle called me, and Carrie into her bedroom and Lilly-Anne ran in behind me it was time to get ready we started with Carrie with black skinny jeans and a burgundy and black corset top with black stilettos. Then we straightened her blonde hair and left it down as for her make up well blush and mascara would suffice. Then we moved on to me I let Lilly-Anne pick out my outfit which was dark wash denim mini skirt and a red halter top with red peep toe pumps, I swear that girl has more fashion instinct that Alice did. Then for my hair they let me curl my hair loosely and leave it down so it fell to my waist and no make up for me. And Lilly-Anne was already dressed in a red shirt and corduroy skirt set with black mary janes. Her hair was to be envied it was brown with copper tinted highlights that simply shimmered.
We walked down stairs and Michael was wearing a simple jeans and black tee shirt and Lucas was wearing dark jeans and a charcoal button down with the sleeves rolled up and his blonde hair was sticking out in every direction as usual.
"Are we all packed up?" I asked once I reached the bottom.
Suddenly both boys started scrambling around,
"crap do you have the amp?"
"oh no where are the cords?"
That's when Danielle got mad, "WHAT!? Nothing is packed! We have to be there in 15 minutes! What were yall doing?!"
I swooped down and picked up Lilly-Anne and said, "ok guys Mary, Lilly-Anne and I are going to go ahead and get there and I will stall until yall are ready so hurry!"
We went to the garage to my Dodge Charger(a/n what it had to be a safe four seater for Lilly-Anne) and I strapped Lilly-Anne into her booster seat and we were speeding down towards the club.
When we got there I was still a little late I ran to the manager and explained everything and told her I would go on with the piano until my band got here she said it was alright.
So I gave Lilly-Anne a hug while she gave me a kiss for good luck. I said, " I love you sweetie stay with grandma Mary ok?" she just nodded.
So I looked up at Mary and told her to keep her mind link open just in case she gave me a hug and just nodded also.
I walked out on stage over to the microphone, "Hey guys sorry we are going to be a little later tonight so to pass the time until the band gets here im going to play a few of our songs on the piano." And I slid my force field up around me and Lilly-Anne and Mary it was how I got over my stage fright.
I walked over to my piano and began with one from when he first left.
I'm
so tired of being here These wounds won't seem to heal When you
cried I'd wipe away all of your tears You used to captivate
me These wounds
won't seem to heal
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And
if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause
your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me
alone
This pain is just too
real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you'd scream I'd fight
away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these
years
But you still have
All of me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left
behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your
voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
This pain is just too real
There's just to
When
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears I've tried so
hard to tell myself that you're gone When you cried I'd wipe away
all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd
fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of
these years
But you still have
All of me
But though you're still with
me
I've been alone all along
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your
fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you
still have
All of me
As soon as I ended that song my phone vibrated Michael texted me to say that they couldn't find some of the cords so it would be a few more minutes I groaned and started another one.
Your
fingertips across my skin Well, I never want to see
you unhappy Goodbye, my almost lover We walked along a crowded street No Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy Goodbye, my almost
lover I cannot go to the
ocean Did I make it that Goodbye, my almost
lover
The palm trees swaying in the
wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest
sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I thoug
Goodbye,
my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you
just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned
on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers
always do
You took my hand
and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my
lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These
images
I
thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about
you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My
back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me
heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in
the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm
haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Easy
to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about
you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My
back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me
heartache
Almost lovers always do
I saw Michael and Lucas unloading their truck and turned to the crowd and said I had time to take one request and picked a girl standing near the stage she picked one of my favorites "Good Enough"
Under
your spell again. Shouldn't
have let you torture me so sweetly. Good enough, Drink up sweet decadence. Shouldn't let you conquer me
completely. Good enough, And I'm still
waiting for the rain to fall. So take care what you ask of me,
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and
it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Now I can't let go of this
dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
I feel
good enough for you.
I can't say
no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I
can't say no to you.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe
that I feel...
I feel good enough.
It's
been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause
I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for
you to love me too?
'cause
I can't say no.
Finally Michael, Carrie, and Lucas walked out on stage. And I introduced the band and started one of my earlier songs
Its
like you're a drug
Its like you're a demon I cant face
down
Its like I'm stuck
Its like I'm running from you all
the time
And then the fans kicked on and I could spell them, there were more vampires in the room I knew we were safe because of my force field around us but I still wanted Lilly-Anne near me just in case I glanced back and I knew Michael could smell them too I just couldn't see them
And
I know I let you have all the power
it's like the only company I
seek is misery all around
It's
like you're a leech
sucking the life from me
It's like I
cant breathe
Without you inside of me
I opened the mind link with Mary and asked her to bring Lilly-Anne over to us and let her sit back stage.
And
I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never
gonna quit you over time
Its
like I cant breathe
Its like I cant see anything
Nothing but
you
I'm addicted to you
Its like I cant think
Without you
interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken
over me
Its like I'm not me
Its like I'm not me
Its
like I'm lost
Its like I'm giving up slowly
Its like you're
a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these
voices in my head are mine alone
And I know Ill never change my
ways
If I don't give you up now
Its
like I cant breathe
Its like I cant see anything
Nothing but
you
I'm addicted to you
Its like I cant think
Without you
interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken
over me
Its like I'm not me
Its like I'm not me
I'm
hooked on you
I need a fix
I cant take it
Just one more
hit
I promise I can deal with it
Ill
handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a
little bit more to get me through this
2x
Its
like I cant breathe
Its like I cant see anything
Nothing but
you
I'm addicted to you
Its like I cant think
Without you
interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken
over me
Its like I'm not me
Its like I'm not me
We were all scanning the crowd looking for the one impeding on our territory.
Perfect
by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More
lies about a world that
And
then I heard it… Never
was and never will be
Have you no shame don't you see me
You
know you've got everybody fooled
That light twinkley bored voice that could only belong to Rosalie, "Oh look its Bella…"
Look
here he comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love
you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know he
I
looked over there then back at Michael I let him know they were
there. Never was
and never will be Without the mask where
will you hide I know
the truth now
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And
somehow you've got everybody fooled
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
Never
was and never will be It never was and never
will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And
somehow you've got everybody fooled
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now
you're everybody's fool
"This one goes out to a very special manager for her favorite song!"
All
that I'm living for, I can feel the night
beginning. All
that I'm living for, I believe that dreams are sacred. All that I'm living
for, Guess I
thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, All that I'm living
for, Should it
hurt to love you?
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't
ignore alone at night.
Separate me from the living.
Understanding me,
After
all I've seen.
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words
to make me better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't
ignore alone at night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I
wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on
me.
Take my darkest fears
and play them
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why,
Like a play
of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I'll find
myself,
So I won't be lost again.
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at
night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock
the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
To be the
one.
I could have run forever,
But how for would I have
come
Without mourning your love?
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at
night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock
the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the
last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.
"OK guys that's it for tonight See yall !!"
I gave Michael a look and said, "Come with me and run interference" he followed immediately not wanting the Cullens around Lilly-Anne anymore than I did. I ran over to her and scooped her up and quickly walked out to my car but the Cullens were outside the door waiting.
I saw them and paused
"Bella…" but I didn't stay long enough to hear it Michael was trying to get them to leave me alone while I was strapping her into her Booster seat Mary came running out and as soon as I was done jumped into the passenger seat. I started walking to the drivers side but Emmett broke through Michael barricade and hugged me which caused Lilly-Anne to start crying, "mommy!"
"Emmett put me down!" at that he quickly dropped me with a look of shock on his face and I ran to Lilly-Anne "sweetie its ok its ok nothing is wrong lets go."
I shouted thanks to Michael and shot a look at the Cullens and sped home.
A/N: ok I know this chapter kinda sucks badly im probably going to do the next one either from Edwards and Lilly-Anne's POV or I can go straight to the confrontation? What do you think?
