Let's go Away...

Hi all this is just a really short one shot that I hope you will all enjoy!

'Let's go away' I say, tired, distressed. My ears bleed from the screams of my inner friends. They tell me how pathetic I am, they tell me why I cannot achieve love or friendship, they tell me that everybody will leave. The friends I've made, have all been for nothing. Everybody hates me, and who am I to disagree.

'Lets go away' I ask. I need some escape, the blood in my veins has chilled, I shake with fear as my emotions try to break free. But I must not let them, I have to stay strong for my brother, hide behind this broken mask of mine. The broken man with the broken soul, that's what they call me. My life has been far from perfect. But who am I to complain?

'Let's go away' I plead. This cannot go on, this life is not one to be lived but I must I owe it to my family. The people who have fallen from my own stupidity. The people who I let die. And the ones left traumatized by what I am and what I have done. The answers I have left in the open air. But who am I to answer them?

'Lets go away' I beg. On my knees needing to I cannot go I will surely go mad. Stuck in this world is enough to make anyone lose their will to live, but with issues like these it is only common to want to leave. But I must live, only for Sammy, although I fear I am not good enough for my brother. He is the only reason for me getting up everyday. Although he is a nerd sometimes. Who am I to judge?

'Lets go aw...' I start but I cannot finish. This is it. I am gone.

I'm going away...