A/N hey guys this is a song fic about Bella after Edward leaves her during New moon.
I don't own twilight or If This Was a Movie by the wonderful Taylor Swift
Bella's POV
Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not here
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe i've been going back too much lately
Time stood still and I had you
Last night I had lain in bed thinking of Edward again. I still couldn't believe that he was gone every night I put myself to sleep thinking about all of our memories he promised it would be like he never existed how could he make a promise like that he was always going to be in my heart and it hurt so much.
Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
Like you could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow.
I just wanted him back. It hurt so much to think about him all he would have to say to me is sorry and I would let him back in my life I need him like a fish needs water but he isn't here yet I don't think he is ever going to come back I think he'd be here by now.
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now...
I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Cos nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down the street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose...
I wish I knew how much I was going to loose when he left. I wish I had know that my whole heart would go with him. I wish that he would come back so I had someone beside myself to share these memories with. I felt so alone
