A/N: So here is my next story, I have to say that this is probably going to be my favorite. So here is the basic summary of the whole thing.

Summary: Bella and Edward are engaged in 1918, but Edward is sent to war. Bella is told that Edward went missing, but really he was hit with the Spanish influenza and Carlisle changed him. Bella was devastated and went to kill herself in the woods behind the Masen's house, only to be found by a vampire passing through. They find each other again 100 years later but Bella has a surprise for Edward.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight 

Chapter 1: 1918

BPOV:

I laid down in the wet grass, watching as some night birds flew overhead. God, how was I going to ask him this, it went against everything I was taught growing up. Sure, we were engaged, but this is 1918 not 2009. I went over several ways to ask him while I waited for him to find me. Eventually he would notice that I was not in bed, and then he would come looking for me. I was snapped out of my daze by the sound of footsteps drawing close to me, they stopped right next to my head while my eyes were closed.

"Bella, love, what are you doing out here?" his sweet voiced asked. "Nick told me he saw you walk out this way about an hour ago." That little snitch!

"I could not sleep well," was all I said before I felt his arms wrap around me.

"You could have woken me up," he whispered in a slightly hurt voice.

"You need your rest, tomorrow is a big day for you," I said sarcastically.

"Bella, please talk to me," he begged in my ear. "What is wrong?"

"You know damn well what is wrong Edward," I stated in a dead voice while trying to hide my tears. We both laid there in silence, thinking about what was coming our way.

"I love you Bella, so much. I am so sorry for not realizing it sooner. If I had known- believe me- I never would have signed up. I wish I could go back in time and change my decision, but I cannot do that, no matter how much I want to." Edward whispered quietly. His voice held so much emotion in it that is almost broke my heart.

"I know that…I just" I dropped the end of my sentence before I could say anything to embarrass myself. I heard Edward sigh before I felt him sit up and pull me into his lap and cradle me to his chest as if I were a baby.

"You just what…Bella? I am not a mind reader love; tell me what you are thinking please."

"I am scared Edward. I have no idea how long you will be gone! There are so many things that could happen to you that I do not even want to think about it!" I cried hysterically.

"Bella nothing is going to happen to me. You have heard some of the rumors going around! Mr. Eisinger told me he thinks that the war will only last a couple more months," Edward tried to reassure me.

"Edward! Do you know how many times that rumor has gone around? It probably went around twenty times last year, but look where we are- still fighting! I cannot lose you!" I cried fiercely while pulling his face between my small hands. Before I could stop it, the words tumbled out of my mouth, "Make love to me Edward."

I immediately started to blush the brightest shade of red possible. I felt Edward freeze under me, and his face looked beyond shocked. We both sat there in silence for what felt like forever before someone moved.

"B…Bella, that's not a very good idea. Imagine what would happen to you if someone was to find out, I cannot put you through that pain love," Edward whispered in a strained voice.

So softly that I thought he would not be able to hear it, I whispered, "Please." Apparently he did hear me though.

Edward turned me around to face him fully; he had a look on his face that I had never seen before. Could that possibly be… lust? Before I could say anything Edward attacked me.

He pressed his lips firmly against mine. This kiss was nothing like I had experienced before in my life. Most of the time he would only just barley touch my lips, he claimed it was in order to control himself. This kiss was different; he pressed his lips against mine in almost a violent type of way. I sat there in his lap for a minute frozen at what he was doing, only to be pulled out of my thoughts when his sweet and warm tough ran across my bottom lip. I responded immediately to this, and started kissing him back just as passionately.

Somehow I ended up lying on my back in the wet grass with Edward on top of me. I felt his lips start moving down to my neck where he started licking and sucking the sensitive area under my ear. His hands slowly moved up and down my sides, always stopping before he got to my breast or hips. I could not handle it any more so I grabbed his wrists and moved them till they settled down low on my hips. Edward stopped kissing my skin for a minute, and pulled my hips even closer to him. I moaned loudly when my chest crashed into his, I could not believe this was happening!

Edward had always been able to make me forget everything whenever he was around me this way… and this was no different. I loved Edward so much; I could feel butterflies forming in my stomach as Edward's hands started to move to the bottom of my night gown. The hem began to grow higher and higher up my legs as Edward moved his hands up toward my stomach. I could feel a fire begin to build inside of me the longer his hands stayed on my skin.

"Edward… please," I whispered before grinding my hips into his as hard as I could. I heard Edward give out a low moan before licking the sensitive area under my ear. I reached up and unbuttoned his shirt. As soon as the last button was undone, I ran my fingernails over his well defined chest. The rest of our clothes were quickly discarded.

"Bella are you sure about this?" It is going to hurt," Edward looked into my eyes worriedly.

"Yes Edward, please!" I practically screamed.

"I love you so much Bella," He said sweetly.

"I love you…" I was cut off suddenly when I felt immense pain. I froze completely and felt a tear slowly slide down my cheek.

"You need to relax for the pain to go away love," Edward whispered while kissing my forehead. But before long the pain disappeared and was replaced with pleasure.

"Edward keep going," I moaned out. And so the night began.

I laid there in Edward's bed and watched as the sun began to rise. I know that he had to get up so I did the one thing that always woke him up. I started to kiss him slowly, and I soon felt him respond.

"Edward we need to get everything cleaned up. Your family should be up soon and we cannot have them walk into your while its looking like this," I said as a tear ran down my cheek.

"Don't cry love, everything will be fine…I promise. You mean everything to me; I will do everything in my power to keep you away from pain. I love you," He whispered.

After a couple minutes of just sitting there holding each other, be both stood up and began cleaning the mess we made after we came back inside last night.

As soon as everything was clean; we began getting dressed. I walked around the room in almost a dream like haze thinking. What would happen to him? Will he be okay? Could he get captured like all the rest of those poor soldiers? What if he got hut on the field? Would he be taken care of?

So many questions…. But no answers.

I slowly sank onto his bed and held my head in my hands. I could feel my tears streaming down my face again when suddenly a pair of strong arms wrapped around me. He pulled me to his chest and I thought 'how am I going to get through this?'

My fingers latched onto his shirt and I curled up as tightly as I could against him. He continued to whisper sweet nothings in my ear. After who knows how long after, his door began to open.

"Edward the truck is…" Edward Sr. was standing at the door was with Elizabeth, Nick, and Ashley behind him.

Elizabeth and Ashley took one look at me and ran over. They threw their arms around Edward and I, they started crying with me.

"I'll try to hold them for a few minutes," Edward Sr. said quietly as he turned and left the room.

"I'll be fine I promise," Edward whispered. There was so much emotion in his voice as he kissed my forehead that I broke into sobs. "I love you more than life itself Bella."

EPOV:

I sat in the back of the truck with all the other soldiers. We were on our way to the airport.

I though back to how everyone had reacted. Bella had been by far the worst. She threw a huge fit when I headed for the door. She screamed and clung onto me with all her might. Her beautiful brown eyes were full of tears, fear, hurt, love, and so many other emotions. I almost gave in and ran back to her. I couldn't bear to cause such an angel so much pain.

My mother was standing next to my father with tears coming down as well. The only difference between my mother and Bella's reaction was the fact that Bella was making her opinion known. My mother remained silent next to my father while Bella was on the verge of kicking and screaming. My mother just stood there and let me know her feelings through her eyes.

My father stood there with his arm wrapped around my mother, and another hand on my sister's shoulder. Ashley had her arms wrapped around Bella in order to keep her from running at me. My younger brother Nick helped me load my bags into the truck and then went to stand my Ashley. They all had looks of freight on their faces, and it killed me to see everyone so upset.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as the truck came to a sudden stop. We must be here.

I stepped out of the truck and looked at all of the large U.S. planes in front of me. I was instantly surrounded by other young men in uniforms giving out orders and shouting. The last thing I really had time to think about was the promise I had made Bella…

'I'll be fine… I promise'

Little did I know, most of that promise would not be kept in the way I intended it to.

A/N: Hey everyone so I have the whole outline for this story and I'm really excited about it! Please let me know what you think! I will try my hardest to get the next chapter out in a couple of days but things are going to be busy this month so please bear with me!!!! REVIEW AND IDEA'S ARE WELCOME I WILL PUT AS MANY OF THEM IN AS I CAN!!!!!!