Title: Far Away
Author: Emo Cookie xx
Summary: 'Why did you leave me, Sasuke? Didn't you notice that I... loved you?'
Warnings: Depression; Cutting/Self Mutilation; Limon?
"Speaking"
'Thoughts'
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A tear rolled down a scarred boys cheek as he ran his hand over the picture, and paused over a raven-haired boy. They were only kids then, but now... they would be sixteen. 'Four years without him... How could I have gone that long? Why did you leave me, Sasuke? Didn't you notice that I... loved you?'
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know.
Not noticing a pair of onyx eyes, a blond boy headed over to the bathroom, collapsing in the middle of it. 'I... don't want to do it... but, it'll make me feel better... it always did...' Said boy was reaching over to a container on the floor, opening the box a pulling out a razor that glinted in the dim light.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.
He hesitated, only for a second, before bringing the razor down on his left wrist. Pressing down slightly, he dragged the blade across his wrist, stopping at the crease of his upper arm. Sighing, he blinked to let a few tears run out of his eyes, before he bawled out on the bathroom floor.
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know.
One after another, he kept going. Slash after slash. He didn't care if someone found him like this – as the total opposite boy he really was. Blond hair, blue eyes, a total package if you must. He was so animated about everything – That was until he disappeared from his life for good. Thinking about this made the almost helpless boy start attacking his other arm.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know.
Before he could press down a warm hand grabbed his and threw the blonds' trinket away. "Hey! What the fuck, you bi-" He gasped, whispering the others name softly. "Sasuke..." He felt a few tears roll down his cheeks even more, then asking "Is it-"
"Really me? Yes it is, Naruto."
Shivers went said boys spine before Naruto stood up rapidly, and nearly killing the other boy in a hug attack, more tears coming out of his brighter-than-the-fucking-sky orbs. He almost forgot about his cuts until he winced when his wounds touched the other boy. The raven-haired male grabbed the blonds wrists, and cleaned them well before wrapping them in clean gauze.
I wanted
I wanted
I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long.
"Sasuke?" Naruto asked, looking in said boys dark onyx eyes, while sitting on the toilet.
"Yes?"
"Why are you here? In my house? I'm a monster..." Naruto whispered the last part, looking away.
"Naruto, you are not a monster. Don't you ever say that, understand."
A glistening tear fell down Naruto's cheek, before a lone thumb grazed it away. "And no more crying, too." The Raven said, before capturing the blonds lips in a desperate need of touch. The kiss lasted for a while, and when they pulled apart gasping for air, it left a lingering heat upon both lips.
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Last updated: September 5th, 2010.
