Sorry for such a long wait I have been cursed by the evil WRITER'S BLOCK!!! Dun, Dun, Dun! WELL HERE'S A NEW STORY! And this is my first songfic so be nice! OR ELSE!!! (Laughs Evilly)

It was a beautiful fall morning and Hiei was sitting on the branch of a maple tree. He could only think about one person and that was Botan. He buried his face into his knees trying to get the woman out of his head. He had been worried about her and sometimes even had an urge to protect her always.

(I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind" it's tellin me all these things that you probably behind. Am I your one and only desire am I the reason you breathe or the reason you cry? Always, Always, Always, I just can't live without you! I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you, I breathe you, I taste you! I can't live without you I just can't take anymore it's like a solitude! I guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you!)

Hiei jumped from the tree seeming to not be able to get her out of his head. "I can't take it any more maybe Kurama will be able to help me" Hiei said. He went over to Kurama's. "Oh Hiei your just in love that's all!" Kurama said. "But, But" Hiei said. "That can't be!" He continued. "You better believe it Hiei" Kurama said. "Oh god" Hiei said. "If you don't believe me then go talk to everyone else you know they'll give you the same damn answer," Kurama said. Hiei ran out the door with mixed words like "DAMN!" and "OH FUCK IT!" "Poor guy" Kurama said.

(I feel like you don't want me around. I guess I'll pack all my things. I'll guess I'll see you around it's all been bottled up until now as I walk out your door all I can hear is the sound: Always, Always, Always I just can't live without you! I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you, I breathe you, I taste you! I can't live without you I just can't take any more it's like solitude! I guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you!)

"Why me why?" Hiei said. "How could I possibly love that fairy girl?" He continued. "I just can't take it!" "It's like I love her and hate her at the same time". Then a voice came in his head. " You love her and you hate her which one you pick nobody knows the choice is yours" Then the voice disappeared. "The choice is mine?" Hiei said. Then he grinned evilly. "I choose both" Then he disappeared into the shadows. That night he snuck over to Botan's with a plan.

(I wrap my head around your heart! Why would you tear my world apart! Always, Always, Always, always. I see the blood all over your hands does it make you feel more like a man? Was it all just apart of your plan? The pistol shaken in my hand. I and all I hear is the sound: I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you, I breathe you, I taste you! I just can't take any more it's like solitude! I guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you!)

Hiei was at Botan's his 45 shaking in his palm with Botan's hands all bleeding. "Oh my god I'm sorry" Hiei said. He pointed the handgun at himself and he screamed "I MUST DIE!" He was about to pull the trigger when Botan said, "Stop!" "Killing yourself will just make things worse!" Hiei dropped the handgun and fell to his knees. "What will we do?" Hiei asked. "Oh this is no big deal I can fix it" Botan said healing her wound. "Botan" Hiei said. "I've been wanting to say this for the last 2 months and that is: I love you" Hiei said. Botan looked at him. " Heh, I love you too Hiei I love you too" Hiei and Botan smiled. Then Hiei kissed Botan a kiss that he would never forget.

Then Hiei broke the kiss and walked away with a grin on his face. "He's a one hell of man, one godamn hell of a man," Botan said.

THE END

I hoped you liked my story! PLEASE R&R! I'll put out a sequel as soon as ASAP! Bye for now!

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