Disclaimer: Da!Da!Da! (ufo baby) is a property of Mika Kawamura, not me!

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Yaboshi gifted this wonderful thing to me in their return. This is the first thing he gave I am thankful to. It's like a diary, you can write on hand. But if anybody else than you open it will find this empty. This is some special type of alien encryption.. even Yaboshi himself can not open it, so I feel quite safe writing this. I really needed someone to talk with. Really, there has been some changes in me.. or is it too much to bear on self ? Whatever.

Yes, my old man lives with me now, but he was never worth talking with. He still believes Ruu and Wanya were ghosts who left the temple in fear for his 'training'. Hopeless guy. Let him think what he wants.

To think about that, It is six months since they are gone. Damn, it was so hard at first. A small word.. 'papa' from a tiny flying baby.. countless number of times I have heard that in an empty temple, hoping there has a miracle been happened.. crap.

But, surely, first two-three days I had not any chance to fancy these things. I had to be more tougher, because she was here. If she had found me breaking, what would had she done ? We both kept smiling too much those days. I wanted to make the last memories happy for her. Now it seems weird, we did not have any fight or even slight quarrel those days. It is really queer for a stubborn girl like her, but may be, just may be, she was too depressed at heart..

Things definitely went way too fast. Just two days after their departure, and her parents and my old man landed here. What a joke, that day dinner was the happiest and warmest dinner we all had in years, all laughing, humming.. Just like she used to love. Then, that night! I was on the roof, she just found me just as always. I smiled, she smiled back. Then with happy faces we went gazing the stars, discussing Ruu is somewhere there. Not a word about her departure, none of us dared to put that topic on.

Next day, she left. I can not believe it now, I bid her a good buy with a happy face! And she too did the same! "We shall meet again!" Heck.

It's 3-1. Life is back on its pace. Same Hanakomachi, same damn idiotic girls buzzing before nose, same crazy Santa...

Just a few moments are confusing. Like the class window in late spring.. The scene of returning families on idle rainy days.. Silent porch on full moon nights like this one..

Eh, was I just going on like a poet ? This damn gadget really got over me.. calm down, be practical.

But, again, That afternoon..after the musical.. when she ran into me just before wanya and Ruu's eyes.. "I don't want to be separated.. I don't want to be separated.. from You.. or Wanya... or Ruu.." Her tears rolling down my chest.. and I had nothing to do but watch..

She said it.I didn't want either. Hell, that hurts. Still it does. When and how You and I turned we, Miyu ?

Bleh. What am I thinking?! Time to turn this off.

(A/N: My first try for one shot, I tried to peep into Kanata's way of thinking.. How was it?

And for the scene of Miyu.s crying, it referred to the ending of episode 76..

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