Hi.This song I had a hard time deciding if it was going to be a SoraXKairi or a RikuXKairi, but I'm not all that big on RikuXKairi soI'm staying in myconfrort zone and doing a SoraXKairi(don't hate me I dohave a RikuXKairi songfic planed called When I'm gonethats the songs name toobtw incase you want tofind the lyrics)Oh and the songfor this ficis called My Immortal(not a clue who sings it cuz its off of my lil sis's Kids bop cdthe songs are good but the little kids singing them are kinda Oo)So onto the story...

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Kairi sat on the beach crying. Sometimes she wished she never met Sora. First he made her wait a year. But she couldn't hold that against him. She under stood that he had to save all the worlds. She was so happy when he finnaly got to come home! Of course that happiness couldn't last. She didn't even get a year with him before he had to leave again. Now its been five years and he still wasn't home! Him being gone wasn't the hard part. The hard part was remembering. Everything she sees reminds her of him. His presence is still on the island. She still expects to turn a corrner and see him standing there, but he never is. Five years, and she still worries just as much as she did when this thing started. The only difference now is that she was a woman. Not a scared fourteen year old girl.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

She thought about the note that pluto had delivered three years ago. It was the last contact of any sorts she had with Sora. In his own way he was asking her to wait, but telling her it was ok to move on, but she didn't want to move on. She remembered her first thoughts were 'But you still have all of me.'

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

She is bound to his memory. She dosent' even know if he is alive. Everyone is worried about her, she doesn't sleep anymore, because when she does she dreams of him. She can't take it anymore! She will be talking to someone and she will think she can hear him in the background, but he isn't there. Riku is the only one who believes she is still sane. If it wasn't for him everyone might have locked her up years ago. She is still not sure if she shouldn't be. Even she is starting to doubt her own sanity. One thing is sure. Time is not making it better like everyone said it would

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

She is always thinking about his note and her response. She never even knew if he got it or not. Most people would have moved on by now but not her. You can't love anyone when someone else already has all of your love. You can't just take it back.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

She has tried to convence herself he is gone. While her head believes her, her heart won't.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

Riku walked up and put his hand on her sholder. Silently asking if she was alright. Not knowing how to answer she just shrugged

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

Sora. Please come home.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me