This is a Gundam Wing story. Warnings include Yaoi, Yaoi Threesome, possible Yuri, OOC (major for Heero), OCs, possible M-preg., Abuse, Rape, Attempts at suicide, more warnings might come. Takes place a few years after the war; Endless Waltz never happened.
Summary: Heero Yuy has let the Perfect Soldier form died off; and now, there is a new, worse version of him living now. He's in an extremely abusive relationship with his lover, Jack Twist. Heero is afraid to leave, because he doesn't know what is out there in the world for him. But, what happens when one of the Gundam Pilots find him? What will they do? Will they help Heero or just leave Heero with Jack?
Pairings: Read to find out.
Chapter 1
Heero's POV
I'm Heero Yuy and I'm a living hell. My life today is a living hell because of my lover, Jack Twist. I thought he would be the man of my dreams; I was so wrong. At first, he was nice, kind, gentle. He was always there when I needed him and he always said he loved me. But, everything changed within a year of our relationship; when he began showing his true side. He became abusive; he would get drunk and beat me. I couldn't do anything, if I fought back; the beatings would be worse.
In the first year, Jack changed me. He taught me how to be a true human. I taught me how to smile, laugh, love, be my true self. I'm no longer the Perfect Soldier; just the Perfect Mistake. I was strong, now I'm weak. I can't believe how much I changed, but I have to.
I ran away after the war; I didn't want to fight anymore. Duo tried to stop me, but I still left. No one from the old group knows where I am; I don't know where they are either. I always wonder what happened to them; I wonder if they wonder what happened to me. I hope they don't find me; yet I want them to find me, so they can take me away from this life so I could start a new one.
Jack says he owns me; he says that no one else can have me. He made rules that are called the 'Ten Commandments of Jack'; that I have to follow or I'll get a punishment. Jack has all of these 'friends' that come and take their anger out on me; Jack receives money for this. I end up sore for days; but Jack won't lie off; he'd make everything else worse than it already is.
Sometimes, I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I can't live this life anymore! Just about a year ago; I started what I call a 'hobby'. It started when I was cleaning the dishes; as I was cleaning, I cut my wrist on one of the knives. I looked at the cut I had gotten; I was...fascinated by it. I took the knife out of the water and made the cut a little larger; watching as the blood ran down my arm from the cut. That's when I started doing that; today, I have cuts all over my body.
Years ago, when I looked in the mirror; I saw a strong man. Now, when I look at myself today; I see just a scrawny little boy. When I lifted up by shirt, I saw my abs before; now when I lift up my shirt, I see ribs. All of the muscles I had are now gone; I have no more. Along with my strength, went my pride.
Jack is someone I despise; someone I just can't look at; yet, I think I still love him. I'm so confused! Two years ago, I found out I was with child. I told Jack and he shot me; where the child was. It wasn't even a month old and it was pronounced a miscarriage; and was taken away.
Our relationship in total is five years. One year within the relationship; he took my virginity. The year following that, he took my innocence. People say innocence is taken when one loses his or hers virginity is taken; but I think that's wrong. I think one's innocence is lost when they are taken by force; when the other wants to have sex, but the other doesn't. I was raped countless times; by Jack or his friends and clients.
I want to run; be free again. But with Jack; that will remain to be only a dream.
Wufei's POV
I'm Wufei Chang and I'm on a search; for Heero Yuy. A few others were searching; but for some strange reason, they stopped. I thought Duo would never quit; but he did. Today, Duo is with Quatre; they are married and living a happy life. Trowa is still helping in the search, but not much. Today, he's with Trieze and Zechs. This came to a surprise to everyone; but we all got used to it.
It was a total shock when news of Relena had stopped searching for Heero; no one knew why until news of her and Dorothy being a couple came to surface. Sally got together with Hilde and they help with the search all they could. Cathy got together with some man named Damian; today she's married with child, her son is named Adrian; the boy is only nine months old so far.
I have been searching ever since a sort of sense told me the Heero was in trouble. I have no idea what happened to Heero; or why I have never been able to find him. But I know that soon I'll find him, it's only a matter of time.
Normal POV
Heero's Job
Heero walked through the doors of the Tiger Cabin; a club somewhere in the middle of Japan. Heero worked there as a bartender; the best on the job. His friends, Haruka, Michiru, and Setsuna were the only ones that could match up to Heero's speed in bartending. Right now, it was three hours before opening hours. (The same Haruka, Michiru and Setsuna from Sailor Moon; but they are not Sailor Scouts; they are characters for the story.)
When Heero came to work; he always looked forward to seeing those girls. They were the only ones that knew of Heero's abusive relationship. They tried to help many times; but they only ended up getting Heero in trouble. The only thing the girls could do is wrap up the wounds Heero gets. They can't call the police because Jack threatened that he would kill them once he got out; knowing him, he might actually do it.
Haruka is a strong girl, she can beat up the strongest of men; but when it comes to Jack, she might end up going to the hospital instead of Jack. Jack was a bodybuilder; so he was stronger than Heero to begin with.
As soon as the girls saw Heero, they rushed over to him.
"Heero, are you okay?" Michiru asked.
Heero nodded and let Haruka pull him to a stool. She sat him down on it and looked into his eyes to see if there was anything really wrong with him.
"Heero, we have a plan to get you away from Jack." Setsuna said.
"No, I can't leave..." Heero whispered.
"Heero, if you stay with him, you could die!" Haruka said.
"I can't leave..." Heero whispered again.
Haruka pulled him into a hug; Heero let tears fall from his eyes down to his cheeks. Little did he know; he'd be making his get away that night.
Wufei drove around a town somewhere in middle Tokyo, looking for a somewhere to stay. He planned to stay in town for a few weeks. He was getting tired of traveling and he needed a little break. He found a hotel and asked on where was the nearest bar; he needed a drink. He was told that the nearest bar was called the Tiger Cabin; he was given directions on where to go.
Wufei arrived there in the late hours; somewhere around eleven. He found a place to park and went in. He sort of liked it; there was loud music; lots of people were dancing around and there were five main places to sit and drink. Wufei sat at the place that was least populated.
"Hello sir, may I have your order?" A 'boy' with short blond hair asked.
"I'll have a martini." Wufei said.
"Your order will come up momentarily." The 'boy' said.
Heero was on waiter duty that night. He walked around the club; looking for people who would like the order a drink or some food.
"Hey sexy, over here!!!" A voice hollered.
Heero cringed when he heard that voice; he turned around and saw Jackson, Jack's cousin. Jackson is one of Jack's constantly returning customers. Heero slowly walked over; he didn't want to, but he had to. Once he got there, he did the routine.
"Hello sir, may I have your order please?" Heero asked timidly. He didn't know what Jackson was going to do; but there was a glint in Jackson's brown eyes that told him it wasn't anything good.
"Yes, I'd like to order a piece of your ass." Jackson said, licking his lips.
Heero took two steps back.
"You can only do that in Jack's territory..." Heero said; he was getting frightened now.
"Oh, c'mon, Hee-chan..." Jackson said. "Let's just go for one round; I promise I won't be rough."
Heero shook his head; his head was starting to hurt; flash backs of what Jackson did to him rushed through his head.
Jackson's eyes flashed again; he jumped up and grabbed Heero's arm.
The both of them were in a secluded part of the club; no one was listening or looking at them.
"I said let's go!" Jackson snarled.
Heero shook his head vigorously; tears ran down his cheeks.
'Haruka! I need you!' Heero's mind screamed.
"Here you go sir." The 'boy' said when 'he' brought Wufei his drink.
"Thank you..." Wufei said as he pulled out his wallet; he paid for the drink and gave the boy a pretty hefty tip.
"No, thank you!" The 'boy' said pocketing the money. "Are you new here? I've never seen you before."
"I just came to town; I'm staying for a short while." Wufei said.
'Haruka! I need you!' Heero's voice echoed said in Haruka's head.
"Heero!" She gasped.
Wufei choked on his drink for a few split seconds and watched as Haruka jumped over the bar running out of the club. Wufei ran right after her.
Jackson had dragged Heero out of the club and onto the parking; Jackson was headed for his car.
"You better stop struggling or I'll make this hell for you!" Jackson roared.
Heero continued struggling; but he couldn't get out of Jackson's iron grip. Heero was beginning to feel pain in his arm as Jackson pulled.
"Unhand him this instant!!!" Two voices yelled.
Jackson whirled around, not letting go of Heero.
Heero looked on as he saw Haruka running up to them; but his eyes widened when he saw the second person, Wufei Chang.
"What do you want?!" Jackson roared.
"I want Heero; let him go if you know what's good for you." Haruka said going into fighting stance.
"Ha, someone like you, beating me up?!" Jackson roared. "I'll let you have a clear punch!" Jackson stuck up his chin.
"Okay, if you insist..." Haruka said as she started running.
Jackson was confident that he wasn't going to even stagger back when Haruka punched him; but he wasn't as strong as Jack, so he didn't know that Haruka had the upper hand in this battle.
Her fist connected with Jackson's face. Jackson went flying! Before he flew; Jackson let go of Heero's hand. His body when down with a loud thud.
Wufei looked on in amazement; then his attention turned to Heero.
"Are you okay?" Wufei asked.
Heero nodded and dived into Haruka's arms crying.
Wufei's eyes widened at how much Heero had changed; this left him wondering, how much Heero had really changed.
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