My One True Love
You were mine,
Now you're gone
No reason to live
Forever in pain
Without you
You're with him
Not me
The snow still falls
The rain still falls
The sun still shine
And deep inside
All I feel
You don't even know
You think I've moved on
He gets to hug you
Look in your eyes
How I long to look
Again
Crystal blue in the sunshine
Pale blue during the day
Royal blue in dim
Dark blue when you're angry
Does he know?
Why him….what made him special
Why him over me?
Maybe you were meant to be with him
Maybe he is your one
Your one in a million
Your most perfect ever
Well you were mine
You were my miracle
You were the warm sun on a cold day
You were the comfort in the tears
And you were the one
And now I don't know what to do
Months passed and I still love you
You were so special
Everything in the world
You had my heart
You broke it
And I love you with all the little pieces
When my last tear drop falls over you
Then I'll stop loving you
When I put a tear drop
Into the ocean
And then I find it
That's when I'll move on
So basically never
What am I supposed to do now?
You chose him, maybe that's for the best
But what about me?
I'll never find love again
Everyone says I will
But I won't…not like you
That's why people call it 'the one'
Because there will only ever be one
And you were mine
So now, what am I supposed to do
I'm only 15, and I found love and lost it
True love
Not…ooh I love you, you give me butterflies
Love that is unpredictable, unbearable, unconditional and pure
I would have died for you
He's made you happier than I ever could
So that's the best thing for you
But it doesn't ease my pain
And maybe it's selfish
In my heart that's what I feel like
I used to love everything about you
Your hair, I loved your hair
It was so soft and slender and silky
Your eyes were just my gateway to heaven
Your arms were my safety belt to life
Your lips….your lips were the miracle in my life
And you…you were just more than anything
And the worst thing is
You don't even know
You think I've just moved on
I never see you anymore
And when I do, when I hug you
I never want to let go
But I have to
And every time I hug you
Letting go is the hardest thing ever
And no one knows, no one knows how I really feel
I hope your happy, I know your happy
I just hope that I can be happy again
But I'll never stop loving you
You can't just let something like you go
I can't just stop feeling those things
I imagine I'll always love you….I know I'll always love you
The light of my life gone
What do you do? Where do you go? Who do you turn to?
When you don't feel complete anymore
I've lost you
I loved you then, I love still
I always have, I always will
I wanted to grow old with you
Spend all my life with you
And now….my life is shattered