STORY BY : SAILOR STARDUST

STORY BY : SAILOR STARDUST

RATED: PG-13

DATED: 12/05/2001

NOTE: A very scary thought of Usagi in her adult life but a few mislead here and there. She's addicted of PILS! And lots of them…

She never knew any of the senshi neither the cats nor Mamoru! This should be an interesting story!

The mental hospital scene was true for I have visited one of my mom's long gone friend there…lol…it is true!!

This story will have the inner senshis in the later chapters…please review!!

DISCLAIMER: SAILORMOON belongs to Naoko and this story belongs to Sailor Stardust. Copyright and trademark preserved!

ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE

PROLOGUE:

USAGI'S P.O.V:

I just cannot take this anymore. I..I feel like I'm gonna die!! GOD! My head feel like its gonna explode, my body shaking, my heart beat faster! I…must…get my PILLS!!

Usagi Tsukino was a beautiful, playful, cheerful and happy girl before she was admitted to the mental hospital for over consuming pills. She was confirmed to have a breakdown because her ex-boyfriend known as Mike dumped her for another girl. She was 18 years old and in college years back then. She went for counseling and meditation session in one of those Ying and Yang therapy in China! None of them work. She was back to her old self again. 20-year-old Pill Adductor!

 2 years ago:

 Mike was standing in the cold breeze of November. Falls almost over and winter will soon to come. The last of the golden leaves felt from the sleeping trees. Usagi was staring at Mike that had been silent for a couple of minutes. He did not dare to look at her nor facing her curious expression. His hand clutched in to a fist as though he had kept anger in his secretive heart far too long. "Usagi," he whispered but still he didn't turned to face her. Usagi's face was now turning bright red from the cold and the mixed feelings in her. "What is it Mike?" she asked softly and tried to walk towards him closing the gap between her and Mike, but to her disbelieve, Mike took a step back from her, making sure that the distance had made it clear to Usagi. "Mike?" Usagi once again tried to walk to him; her eyes couldn't conceive any more water in them as they eventually washed her face. Her pale blue eyes sparkle as the tears kept streaming down. "Usagi, don't you see! I don't love you anymore! I'm trying to say that to you for about two months now! But you keep on bothering me!" Mike finally exploded. His eyes held no mercy for her anymore and left her stranded alone in the cold park. "Goodbye, Usagi," he spoke for the last time and walked away. "Mike! Please! I will make it up to you! I promise!" she yelled out and ran to catch him. She didn't notice a small pebble at the size of a marble lying in front of her, her carelessness brought pain to her as she felt and twist her ankle. "Mike! Help me! She pleaded for humanity this time! But his stubbornness was at it max. he opened his car's door and drove away. Usagi cried, her ankle is in pain, her heart was tore in to pieces and she was out cold. She made her way home about 2 miles from there! She bit her lips as the pain grew and as she set her right foot down where the bruised ankle was, the pain became worsen. At last, she was unconscious because of the hypertension.

Usagi woke up in a strange place. "This is not my room?" she thought as she walked wondering where the hell she is. She walked slowly out of the room and as she passed the door a nice smell of chicken soup aroma. "Ahh, you re awake at last," a soft masculine voice was heard. She turned to look at the most handsome guy she ever seen, except there was Mike of course. His fingers ran through his black jet hair to keep it messy. ^_^ . "I saw you fainted out there at the sidewalk near the park. So I cant just leave you there couldn't I?" he grinned and walked to the kitchen and brought out a bowl of chicken soup. Usagi was still depressed by the recent incident just stood there day-dream. "Hey, come, have some soup," he took out a stool and invited her to sit. "My name is Mamoru, what's yours?" he smiled warmly trying to keep the peaceful condition under control. Usagi sat on the stool and delightedly accepted her meal. "Usagi, thank you," she took a spoonful of soup and slurped it slowly. "Usagi? A very cute name," he complemented. They finished their meal silently. None of them take the first move to talk. "I should better be going now," Usagi bowed and leaved but Mamoru grabbed her wrist. "Let me send you home, Usagi, its blistering cold out there," he smiled at her.

USAGI'S P.O.V:

"Who is this guy? Why is he so nice to me? Is it because I'm sympathetic looking? Any reason he does seem nice and caring person. His girlfriend is very lucky to have him.

"Here's my apartment, thank you again, Mamoru," she push off her seat belt and opened his 6 series BMW door, see you again," she grinned palely and went in to her apartment's main entrance. The guard took note of her and let her passed. She waved slightly at Mamoru and he smiled back in return. "See you, Usagi, take care," he finished off and maneuvered his car away. "Usagi solemnly took the stairs to her dark apartment.

"Oh Mike, you always want me to be thin right? To be like a model right? I ll change, I promise." Usagi was talking to herself as she took out the slim pill bottle. "I must get thin soon, or Mike will leave me for sure!" her hand shook the bottle full of pills violently but it collapsed to the floor and spilled the pills all over. Usagi cried out loud and her hands scrambled the floor to pick up the pills. She put not one but dozens in to her mouth. She ran to the sink and drank mouth full. She swallowed it all down. "Mike, I will become beautiful for you," she murmured and in her hands were other types of pills. One for every five minutes. "I must get my beauty sleep," she thought as she grabbed the sleeping pill and consumed it.

The next early in the morning, Usagi was at the Pharmacy door. Even the Pharmacy hasn't opened yet. "Please, I need to get some more pills!" she shouted and knocking continuously at the door. Annoyed, the pharmacist opened the door slightly, "mam, its not open yet, come back in two hours time," he announced. Usagi shook her head and with a single push, the door open widely and she stormed in and grabbed as many pill bottles as she could. "Mam, are you a doctor or something? Do you have any prescription list from your doctor? Do you have any authorize to purchase all this? "SHUT UP! I'll pay you all right!" she yelled out and immerged all the bottles at the counter table. With her shaky hands she took out $200 bucks. The man looked at her suspiciously, but didn't say a word. "If she's coming back here again later, I shall call the police," he thought. She dashed off with the plastic bag that made the clacking sound of the bottles and went straight back home. "Oh sweet pills, you will do wonders for me!" she cried joyously. Placing all the bottles in her bedroom desk, she dispersed the other empty bottles in to the already full bottles rubbish basket. Day after day, she had forgotten her college courses, forgot about her hysterical parents, and forgot about everything except for Mike. Her eyes were puffed, and she grew thinner everyday, talking to herself is what she normally do until one day, she thought that she cant go on anymore!.

 USAGI'S P.O.V:

I just cannot take this anymore. I..I feel like I'm gonna die!! GOD! My head feel like its gonna explode, my body shaking, my heart beat faster! I…must…get my PILLS!!   

Please review people…I know this story is not much but it is going to be Mamoru/Usagi fic…later on!