So here is my all new story called The Love Story I actually got inspired but a lot of different stories and I hope this story can work all out so yea here goes nothing my new story The Love Story. Presenting my all new amazing story The Love Story chapter 1!
~~Realization~~
Ricky's POV
I looking up at the Latina standing against her locker. She looks at me with fierce in her eyes making me want her so bad. I grab her waist and pull her closer to me. She had possible feelings for me but I could give two shits about her and her life all I wanted was sex from her. She runs her fingers down my chest. She leans close to my ear.
"So are you coming to me house tonight?" She asks purring in my ear. I smirk. Does this girl even need to ask. I wanted this bad.
"Sure why not be there are 7,"I say walking away from her lockers but before I walk away I feel her tug on my wrist making me walk back to her.
" Don't be late," she says with a grin. I smirk again and she flips her hair. She let's go of my wrist and shuts her locker and stuffs her hand in my back pocket and walks with me to class. I walk into class twirling my drumsticks in my hand. Mr Sedlack looks at me.
"Mr. Underwood you are late again," he says grabbing a piece of paper from his desk and trotting over to me. He points to his paper that has the class sitting arrangement. "Since you decide you would not go to class on time you get your seat last," Mr. Sedlack says in an angry tone.
"So where do I sit?" I say in a smooth and I don't care voice. He slams the piece of paper on the desk making a small thud.
"You will be sitting at Ms. Juergens in the back," he says pointing at the girl I had sex with at band camp. She looks at us with a surprised face and I smirk at her. "So go and take your seat please," he says pushing me to my desk.
"Hey," I say putting on my best confidence face. She looks at me and rolls her eyes. I sit down in the chair next to her shifting my drum set slightly. I felt the palm of my hands feel sweaty. I look at her and take a big gulp. I didn't why Amy had made me nervous. I at least think that was her name. She looks over at me for a split second and I guess she soon realizes I was staring at her to because she instantly blushes and smiles. I start twirling the wooden drum sticks in my hand as I tried to keep focus on Mr. Sedlack and not the Amy chick.
Mr. Sedlack turns back around to look us. "Ok well I want you guys to write the counts in on the sheet of paper I put on everyones stand and I would like you guys to work with the person sitting next you," he says holding up the paper he gave us.
I look in the corner of eye to see Amy gulp to and look down and fittle with her fingers. I give her a weak smile. "So we should probably get started," I say picking up the pencil that was laying on the stand.
"Yea sure," she says in a sarcastic voice. I turn to face.
"Do you have a problem with me or something?" I ask her in a serious tone even though I already knew what her answer would be. 'Band Camp'. She looks at me for a slight second.
"Its nothing," she says now picking up her pencil of her stand to.
"Hey do you think we could talk after school?" I ask her while she starts writing this down.
"Sure," she simply says. I sigh but soon back fired. "If you weren't such a jerk," she says in a harsh voice.
"Well whether you like it or not we are going to be sitting by each for about a week or so and I don't think I want tension between us," I say in a serious voice. She looks at me and nods. We evently finish our counts in our music. Mr. Sedlack walks over to me and Amy.
"Amy I am sorry I put you by him but I put you by him to possibly teach this boy a lesson on how being good can actually get you far," Mr. Sedlack says to me in a harsh voice. I am pulled back by what he says. Mr. Sedlack was one of my favorite teachers last year and this year. He has been nothing but be pissy with me this year.
"Mr. Sedlack?" I ask him looking at him. He looks at me and raising an eyebrow.
"Yes Mr. Underwood?" He asks looking at me already angry. I think first what I am going to say but I already know what I was going to say at this point.
"Why do you hate me such much?" I ask him. I see his eyes instantly go calm and nice. He smiles at me and takes a seat next to me that was empty.
"Ricky," he says shaking his head. "I don't hate you and I am just acting like this so maybe you would do better in life and not make mistakes but Ricky I have always believed in you since day one," he says patting me on the back and giving me a smile.
"Thanks," I say with my signature smirk. This was the side of Mr. Sedlack I liked. I liked that he was pretty much the only teacher that ever believed in the things I could do. He also made me stronger everyday. He looks between me and Amy one last time before walking to his giant black desk sitting near the door of the classroom and he stared the whole time.
"So have you been?" I ask May. She glares at me for a couple of seconds and answers. "How do you think I feel you took advantage of me," Amy says looking past me and looking at someone behind me. I turn around to see her looking outside the door to see the guy she was hanging out with last night at the school dance. Ben I think was his name apparently he had money and his dad owned a meat shop. I laugh Ben doesn't even look like he eats meat. He is skin and bones you would think he would have meat on him from his dad selling meat and they probably eat a lot of it to. I am to busy in my thoughts to even hear the bell ring. I feel light tiny fingers as light as a featherfeather touching my shirt but it feels like it is touching my skin. Her touch burns through my shirt bringing a shock through my body.
"Umm Ricky the bell rang," she says in a sweet voice that made me want to have sex with her in the first place. I smile at her. She looks at me again and walks out of the band room. I lay my hands in my lap and I lean my head back in my chair and I sigh and I look around to see an empty room. I get up from my chair and I pick up my light wooden drum sticks and I walk out the room. I see Adrian the latina standing against my locker looking at me with a seductive look and twirling her hair around her finger. I smirk and I walk up to her sticking my drum sticks into my back pocket.
"Hi Ricky," she says with a smirk. I open my locker slipping my band music in it. I feel I push on my locker and it closes it. I look at her matching her smirk.
"Hi Adrian," I say walking close to her. I wrap my arms around her waist and I kiss her.
"So are you still coming to my house?" She asks giving me her subductive smile. I think about it a couples. Oh crap I completely already forgot about meeting with Amy.
"Oh I have to meet with someone?" I say quickly. She gives me a disgusted look.
"So who are you going to meet with that's more important then being with me?" Adrian asks with a pout.
"Why are you jealous?" I ask giving her a smirk.
"Yea kinda," she says completely honest. "So who is it?" She asks again giving me a serious face. Why did she need to know...I didn't think Adrian would get all jealous and get all noisy.
"Why do you need to know its not like your my wife and I don't think I even want to be your wife anytime in the future," I say not meaning for it to come out as harshly as it did. She looks at me through her long black eye lashes and she gives me an agitated face.
"Fine then Ricky if you feel that way then I will i so you can go talk to your girlfriend!" Adrian yells and then stomps away. Fuck why the hell was Adrian acting like this I told at the beginning that I wasn't looking for a relationship. I walk away from my locker and go to my next class. The whole day went by smoothly until it came time to talk to Amy. I waited next to the front door for her. When I saw her come around the corner the world stopped and looked at her it felt like and she lifted my sprits up from nervous to happy almost instantly. She smiles when she sees me.
"Oh hi Ricky," Amy says walking up to me. I saw the nervousness all over her face when she stood in front of me.
"Can we talk somewhere secluded?" I ask her with a small smile. She nods her head and I lead her outside to his car. I open the door for her and let her in the car and I run to my side and get in. I start up the car and drive to Grant Park about three miles from the school. When we get there I sit in the car for a couple of minutes just sitting there in silence.
"So what did you want to talk about?" She asks me looking at me. I look up at her looking into the hazel eyes that also made me want to sleep with her. I was about to say something when I hear my phone vibrate and slightly moves in my hand.
"You should answer that," Amy says gesturing to the phone. I nod my head and I opened my phone.
To Ricky
From Adrian
Talking to another girl was the last straw don't ever come to my house or talk to me again...I am angry with you.
I don't know how to respond. I didn't think that Adrian would ever get the nerve and tell me that she didn't want to be with me. I some how really didn't care anything about Adrian. So I don't care whether or not if Adrian likes me or not.
"I wanted to talk about our feelings toward each other before and after we slept together because to get it out all in the air do there isn't any tension between us since we will be having band together," I say looking at her watching her bite her lip which she does when she is nervous.
"Ok well I guess I will tell you my feelings first and thanks this means a lot to me i hate trying to bury feelings when the should probably come out," she says but stops biting her lip and instead plays with her biten finger nails.
"So how did you feel at Band Camp I mean before we slept together what were feelings about me?" I ask her feeling my palms get sweaty again. I wipe them on my pants.
"Well when I first met you I thought you were the sweetest and cutest guy that ever walk up to me and ingaged into some conversation with me. You also made me feel good about telling me we could possibly be in a relationship. So I was pretty happy and I felt good before we slept together," Amy says biting her lip instantly and grabbing her fingers at the same time. "So how did you feel?" She asks me.
"Well I was scared I have never really talked to a girl and learned a lot about her like I know everything about your family and i felt kinda special you were telling me everything. I was also scared that maybe I could have feelings for a girl and it scared me because I have never had any feelings for a girl ever and I was thinking maybe you were special girl I was destined to meet. Then I talk to my therapist about it and he told I couldn't have any feelings for you beacsue I didn't love my self and I had to love my self before I could actually be in love with a girl," I say pouring my heart out to this girl. She looks at me confused.
"You have a therapist?" She asks wide eyed. Oh gosh fuck I didn't mean to say that. I completely forgot she didn't know. I nod my yes. "Why do you have a therapist?" She asks holding her phone that buzz about two seconds ago. "Oh I have a text I think I am going to answer this," she says opening up her phone. I look over her shoulder to see the text from Ben. I couldn't believe this she was actually with Ben. I look at her and she laughs and shows me the text.
To Amy
From Ben
Hey Amy this is Ben wait of course you would that Duhhhhh...and I wanted to tell you something...I love you with all of my heart...sweet dreams my Ames..
"Did he just say that he loved you?"I ask. She nods her head and laughs. "Wait why are you laughing?" I ask her really confused and I raise an eyebrow at her.
"Well its funny because I have been on like one date with this guy and knows nothing about me but yet he loves me," she says shutting her phone and she shaking her head.
"Wow that kinda is weird maybe you does like you Amy and he just is confused with loving you and liking you and maybe you has gotten some weird thoughts in his brain," I say grabbing her hand and holding it. She slightly jumps but then soon calms down.
"So," she says moving on with the conversation. "How did you feel after we slept together?" She asks pulling her hand away from my hand slightly. I look at her confused but then I answer as quickly as I could.
"Well I felt I don't know weird I didn't mean to hurt you. I liked you a lot but then after I slept with you I knew you probably would hate me for life," I say. She looks at me then sighs.
"Ricky I probably will hate you for life I mean you did take me virginity,"she say grabbing her hands and leaning back into her seat. Shit..Shit...Why did I do that...
"Umm Amy?" I ask her looking at her. I see her open her eyes slightly.
"Yea," she asks looking at him in the eyes.
"Umm I know you probably don't want to talk about what we did at Band Camp but I have to ask this question." I say griping the steering wheel with a lot of strength.
"Sure go a head and ask away," she says stumbling over her words a little bit. I look at her then I look down at my smooth skin on my hands.
"Were you on birth control?" I ask holding my breath kinda not wanting to hear the answer but I needed to know the answer before we move on from this. She looks at me like tears are about to come down her face.
"No," she pipes out and then tears start streaming down her face. Oh fuck I ruined her. Why the fuck did I have in protective sex with her. God I felt like a fucking idiot. I look over to her to see her wiping away tears that were coming down her face and she looks down.
"I'm sorry," I whisper. "I didn't know or I would have used a condom," I say grabbing her hand but she pulls away angrily.
"You didn't mean to you are such a freaking idiot. I can't believe I had sex with you," she says looking out the window.
"Well maybe then you should have either stopped me or left when you said you were going to leave!" I say yelling at her. I didn't like yelling at her but I was super angry at this point.
"Well I feel like a freaking idiot to think a guy could like but no all he wanted was sex like a typical guy," she says opening the door of the car and getting out.
"Where are you going?" I yell. She looks at me with an angry look.
"Away from you," she says slamming the door and walking away. I slam my fist on the steering wheel and I open my door to run after her.
"Amy get back here!" I yell while running after her.
"Why?" She asks as tears stream down her face and hit her shirt.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to get angry I am not mad at you I mad at myself I always use a condom and I am sorry i didn't," I say giving her a hug but she pulls away still obviously mad.
"I think I am just going to walk home," she says walking away. I nod my head and I walk back to my car. I drive home all I can think about is the conversation with Amy. I still didn't know her feelings stood at for me we didn't get that far in conversation. I turn on some music to just leave me in my thoughts. I get home and I take a shower and I lean against the side of it and I break down. Why the fuck did I have to have sex with the nicest and sweetest girl and now she hates me and to make matters worse I don't know if she is pregnant or not. I get out the shower and I wrap the towel around my waist and I get clothes and put them. I lay down on the couch but I fall asleep. (Dream)
I am walking through an unknown room and I see Amy across the room playing with a little boy. I walk over to them. She looks up at me.
"Oh hi Ricky," Amy says with a smile. I smirk back at her and she laughs and then blushes. She gets up from where she was sitting and walks over to me and wraps her small skinny arms around my neck.
"Hi beautiful," I tell her. She looks at me and kisses me on the cheek.
"Thanks handsome," she says running her hand up and down my chest. I smile at her and she kisses me on the lips. I am surprised why was Amy kissing me and she looks me in the eye. "Are you happy that you are Valedictorian?" Amy asks me in a happy voice. She kisses me on the lips again and jumps around. I look behinde at the boy and she looks to. He looks at us with a smile and giggles."John," Amy says walking over and picking him up. He looks at me.
"Daddy," he says reaching for me. I have a son I pick him up and hold him.
"I love you John," I say hugging him. He smiles and puts his head into my chest and snuggles supet close to me.
"I love you too daddy," he says. I kiss him on top of his head. Amy grabs him from my hands and puts him down on the ground. She looks at me and smiles.
"I love Ricky and I am excited to hear your speak tomorrow at graduation," Amy says walking around me and going into a kitchen and grabbing something from the fridge. I look around to see that it is a one bedroom apartment. Its small but fits us just right. Amy comes back and sits on the sofa bed behind me. I sit down next to her.
"So how was your day at work?" Amy asks me running her fingers through my tough curly hair. I look at her confused. "You know your job at the butcher shop," she says looking into my confused. I still didn't know what she was talking about so I just went with the flow.
"It was fine," I say holding one of Amys hand. I bring her small fragile hand up to my lips and I kiss it. She smiles. "How was your day?" I ask her with a smirk. She blushes.
"Oh I had a good day the nursery was really busy and quite boring but I am glad to be right here with you," she says thinking back to her day. I lean and kiss her. I kiss her and we start making out. She pushes me on the bed.
I wake up to feel my hair drenched in sweat. I look at my phone and come to Amys name every time I saw her or name I felt butterflies and I got really nervous. Why was i like this. I was never like this with any girl and it really scared. The dream I just had made me really scared. Is just realize something I think I might like Amy wait no not like Amy. I think I might love her. I open my phone back up and I scroll down my contacts list and I click one.
"Hey this is Ricky Underwood we need to talk soon," I say into a the phone.
"Ok come see me tomorrow after school," a guy says into the phone.
"Yea that works ok bye," I say into the phone.
"Ok good night Ricky," he says. I hang up the phone and I close it and I set it down on the table and I pull a pillow on my chest and I hug it. I roll on my stomach to fall asleep.
The Next Day...
I wake up the next morning and I hear my phone buzz and light up the room.
To Ricky
From Kandy
Hey can we talk when you come to school ASAP! Text me when you can..:)
I look at the phone unsure how to answer. Kandy was a girl I slept with a couple of weeks ago. I really didn't want to talk to her but I needed to talk to someone and maybe she could help and obviously she wanted to talk to me.
To Kandy
From Ricky
Yea sure meet me in front of school...I need to talk to you to about something
I set down my phone and I wait to see if she will answer. I set down my phone and I get dressed for the day. I walk up stairs to smell a really good breakfast being made by my foster mother Margaret. She turns around and faces me.
"Good Morning Ricky," she says grabbing a plate off of the granite counter with some food on it. "I made you some breakfast," she says handing me the plate. I smile at her.
"Thanks," I say taking the plate the table. I pull the heavy chair and I sit in it to eat. I look on my plate to see hard fried eggs and some toast with cinnamon and butter just how I like it.
"I have an appointment today," I say to my foster mom. She looks at me with shock.
"Ricky this is good news to hear," she says sitting down in the chair next to me. I raise an eyebrow.
"How is this good news?" I ask grabbing the toast off of my plate and biting into the sweet goodness.
"This is the first time you have ever actually set an appointment up I am so proud of you," she says with a smile.
"Thanks that means a lot to me," I say. "I love you are probably the best mom and one could ever ask for," I say with a smile. She comes by me and pats me on the back.
"Your welcome Ricky and one day you are going to become a wonderful man I can already see the future," she says with a smile. I smile back at her and I finsh my breakfast. When I got done she grab the plate and fork from me.
"Thanks," I say to her. She smiles at me and puts the dishes in the sink to wash later.
"Shakur is going to be so proud of you for you getting better everyday," she says with a smile. I smile at her and I pick up my bag laying on my chair.
"Bye I will see you later," I say walking out of the house and out to my car. About 10 minutes later I pull up to Grant High. I pull out my phone to text Kandy again.
To Kandy
From Ricky
Hey I just got here where are you at?
I set down my phone to wait for her response and I hear someone tap on my window and I look to see Adrian. I roll down my window. She flips her hair.
"Hey Ricky I am sorry about yesterday I was going to see if you wanted to come over today after school?" Adrian asks in a seductive voice flashing me her dark brown eyes.
"Sorry but no Adrian I can't I have plans today," I say. I hear my phone buzz in my lap. I open it up to see that it was Kandy.
To Ricky
From Kandy
I am here waiting by the door come and get me when you want to talk.. :)
To Kandy
From Ricky
Yea I will be there in a couple minutes
I look to my side to see Adrian looking over my shoulder looking at the text I got from Kandy.
"So is that the girl you were with yesterday?" Adrian asks with a disgusted look.
"Are we seriously back to this Adrian I am done having this conversation and no this was not the person I was talking to yesterday," I say opening the door and getting out and walking to the front of the school. I see the blond curly girl by the front door waiting for me. I walk up to her and she smiles when she sees me.
"Oh hi Ricky," Kandy says walking up to me. "Can we talk in your car?" She ask. I nod my head and I led her to my car. I open the door for her and she nods her head in gratitude. I open my door and I get in.
"So what did you want to talk about." I ask her a tear comes down her face.
"Did you actually care about me or was I just a person you could have a good time with?" She asks me scared to hear the answer. I gulp and I play with my fingers and I look right at her.
"I'm sorry Kandy," I say. I look up at her to see that she is pissed. "I think I might actually like someone and I am scared she doesn't feel the same," I say pleading for help.
"Well the only way to know if the girl likes you she usually is mean to you and tries to stay away from you," she says with a smile. "Who do you like Adrian?" Kandy asks with a ssmile. I look at her disgusted.
"Your kidding right I could never like Adrian. Adrian was just a girl a wanted to have a god time with," I say running my fingers through my hair. Kandy smiles.
"I think I like a guy too," Kandy says staring out the window at a guy walking into the school. I look at him he was the quarterback and was in my grade. I think his name is Jack Pappas.
"You like him," I say pointing to the guy now going into the school. She nods her head and bites her lip slightly.
"Ok well I need to get to class," I say opening the door. She opens the door too.
"Thanks for talking to me I didn't think you would," Kandy says walking to the school.
"Your welcome." I say grabbing my phone and slipping it into my pocket and walking into the school. I walk into the school to see Ben and Amy by her locker. I walk over to them. I hear them talking so I stand there listening in on their conversation.
"So Amy I wanted to know why you didn't answer my text last night?" Ben asks Amy. She looks at him confused. Ben rolls his eyes obviously agitated. "Were you with Ricky again?" Ben asks angry.
"No Ben geez we are not married I don't have to tell you everywhere I go and I don't have to tell you everyone I talk to either," Amy says putting some books in her locker. Ben looks at her one more time and turns around obviously agitated. "Fine bye Ben," Amy says shutting her locker and looks my way. Surprised I am standing right on the other side of her locker.
"Were you listening on me and Bens conversation?" Amy asks me clearly mad. I shrug my shoulders.
"Yea so what its not like I met to I wanted to talk to you about yesterday," I say grabbing her French horn from her and helping her carry it to the band room.
"What about yesterday," Amy says rolling her eyes. I set her French Horn down my her seat in the band room.
"I'm sorry if I made you angry in anyway," I say looking at her with sincerely eyes. She smiles.
"I am not angry at you but you should probably know something but I don't want you to run away," Amy says. I nod my head. Oh fuck she probably going to tell me something that I know she was going to regret telling me. I grab her hands and I hold them. Tears start ruching down her cheeks and hitting her shirt. I hug her and she whispers it in my ear making my whole body freeze making me feel paralyze.
"I am pregnant," she whispers in my ear. I let go of her and I run to the door and I opened it. I know I told her I wouldn't leave but I had to go. I couldn't stay here I needed to talk to him now. I get in my car and I drive to my therapist office. I walk inside and I go to the front desk.
"Hi I'm here to speak with Dr. Fields," I feel the women looking at me.
"And your name is?" She asks me looking on the computer.
"Ricky Underwood," I say to her.
"It says that you don't have an appointment until later," she says looking at me really confused.
"I just found out some news and I need to talk to him as soon as possible," I say really fast. She looks at me with an understanding face.
"Ok well let me look at the times and I will talk to him and I will let you know," she says. I nod my head and I slump down in a chair. A couple minutes later the lady at the desk is nodding me to go in. I smile at her and I walk in to see Dr. Fields staring at me.
"What happen?" he asks me. I look at him and I grab a pillow sitting on the couch and I lay down.
"I just found out some big news," I say with a worried face.
"What did you find out," he asks me. I look at him.
"Well actually two things. The first thing I found out is that I am going to be a father," I say looking up.
"A father? Ricky come on didnt you learn that having in protective sex leads to pregnancy," Dr. Fields says looking at me.
"I thought she was on birth control but I just found out I took her virginity away," I say running my finger tips through my hair.
"Well you thought wrong and now you have to go through the consequences," he says. I look at him shaking my head.
"I know there are consequences," I say dropping the pillow beside me. "But I didn't think she would get pregnant there is also something else I need to tell you," I say.
"Care to enlighten me," he says crossing his legs and picking up his clipboard.
"I think I might like her wait no I think I love her," I say feeling my palms getting sweaty as I start talking about her again.
"Ricky why do you think you love this girl and which girl?" Dr. Fields asks.
"The girl I told you about during Band Camp," I say. Dr. Fields smiles.
"Ok and why do you think this girl is different from all of the other girls?" Dr. Fields asks.
"Well when I am with her my throat gets dry and I feel my palms get sweaty and I feel happy being with her and I care about her well being." I say telling him how I feel about Amy.
"Ok well times all most up so I guess we can talk again soon hopefully because you need it," Dr. Fields says walking me out the door. I nod and I walk out of his office and I go home. I walk into my house and I walk straight to my room. I flip open my phone to see I have a text message. I am surprised she actually texted me.
To Ricky
From Amy
Hey so I thought about everything you told me and I feel the same way I think I like you but you promised you wouldn't walk out but guess what you did so Ricky please never talk or text me for the rest of my life. I am probably going to get an abortion anyways!
I screwed up bad and now I might not ever be a father again. I run my fingers through my hands. I lay down on my bed and I fall asleep to wait and see what the day would have for me tomorrow. I knew I was going to have to talk to Amy soon before she did anything stupid...
Well so there you go. That was my new story and i hope you enjoy it. It didnt actually take that long to write and i wanted to start out writing a bunch...all i ask for are reviews! If i get reviews then i will write more...Thanks for all of the people who read my first chapter to this story i made it as long as i could...So yea remember to Review!