Title: Knowing and Decisions
Summmary: To know when the one you love will perish, you will be faced with decisions.
!WARNING!- Contains !SPOILERS! (AKA, a character's death.)
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note and I do not own it's characters.
I DO own this piece of writing.
In Misa's POV. Oneshot.

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I could always tell. I could see what Light couldn't.
His lifespan.

Finding out that his lifespan was getting so small would make his goal, cleansing this rotten world, meaningless! He'd done so much...so telling him would end him. I was so torn, between telling him or letting him be ignorant. If I didn't tell him, he couldn't do anthing about it, but there might not have been anthing to do. So I decided. I wouldn't tell him. But I still cried.

Each day of my life, I would see Light and his charming smile. And each day of my life, it still hurt. I was so afraid, and I just wanted to see those red, floating numbers, rise again. But they wouldn't move.

What would the world do without their god? All the work Light has done, gone? It's just not fair! But life isn't fair.

When that day came, it was horrible. A never ending dread. Red numbers in such small digits. I counted down to the last second of his life and could just feel his skin growing cold. See the light leave his warm eyes. I wanted to run to him, see that he was alive, and let him embrace me. But he would never embrace me again.

Did I make the right choice?
There was nothing else I could do!
Would it have made a difference?
I will never know.
Could Light have had made a difference?
Yes.
Would Light have had made a differece?
Nobody will ever know. And it might be my fault.

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Authors Note-

Finally! I have written my first fanfic!
I figured I should start with something easy, a simple oneshot. I gonna be writing a multi-chapter fanfic, and it's still gonna be Death note. I think I'll make it pretty long, and it's going to be AU, L-centric, and contain LightxL. But be warned! I'm a sucker for 'sad' ending. I still haven't made up my indicisive mind. And Misa is gonna be pretty important (Which means she is going to be a main character!), so I figured I would put this in Misa's POV. Did I make her OOC? Please tell me in a REVIEW! Constructive critism is welcomed!

With love,
Sleep my Sephy (or you can call me Master XD)