A/N: I OWN THEM!!! Ok I don't, yet. One day I will but for now Chris Carter does Mutters darkly Anyway, one-shot. Mulder has been gone for over a year. She doesn't know why. She finds a letter he left her. Set after season four, she no longer has Cancer. Not a plot tie-in. Only small season 2 spoiler. Please R/R. Enjoy

All My Love,

Raven xXx

Dearest Scully,
Dear Dana,
I watched you everyday. I saw everything about you. I watched you cry, I held you when you hurt. I knew every inch of your heart, body and soul. I could destroy you if I wanted, I didn't. I never would. I love you too much. And I do you know, Dana. I love you. With everything that I am. I see your beauty everyday of my life. I pray to everything possible that I always will. But, if I can't then know I still do. In my heart. Where ever I am, you're the one thing that keeps me going. I couldn't live without you Dana. When I lost you I spent three months in hell. It cut me up that I hadn't saved you. I died inside.

Dana, I wrote this because I know I could be killed, or taken. Anytime I could be gone. And I want you to know, just in case. There is so much I should have told you, so much I still need to. I'm so grateful to you for everything. But I'm so thankful I have you trust above all. You're my cookies. You're the one I wake for every morning. I love you so much. You are an amazing person, never let anyone tell you other wise. Even if something happens Dana, I will always be with you.

I just wanted you to know,

Yours forever,
Fox Mulder xXx

Scully finished reading the letter for the 1000th time. She had found it after nearly a year of him being gone. She hadn't given up even though it had been a year an three months now. Tears flowed freely down her cheeks, a black and white snail-trail of mascara and foundation streaking her skin. She missed him so much, she just wanted him back.

"Scully?" The voice was weak.

"MULDER" She span on her heel and dived to the door. He stood there, blood and mud smeared all over him. She threw her arms around him. He gasped in pain but held onto her never the less. He had missed her for so long. She kissed him passionately. Then pulled back and slapped him.

"Do you have any idea how long I've waited for you?" She asked him through sobs.

"I love you so much Dana" He whispered. She kissed him again.

"I Love you too, Fox"