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Goodbye Father

You know it's funny,

I remember when when I was younger,

When you weren't where you were supposed to be,

When you choose to stay away from your family,

When you didnt even know I existed.

My brother used to tell me how wonderful you were,

A great hero,

A true warrior,

An amazing dad.

I was naive and clueless,

I sucked in everthing I could about you,

Like a hungry saiyan,

I loved being told that I was exactly like you,

It made me feel close to you even if I didnt know you.

Everynight before I fell asleep,

I made up fairytale stories where you were there,

Where you hugged me,

Played with me,

Told me you loved me.

I wanted to know you,

Love you for more than just your stories,

I wanted to love you like Gohan did.

I remember when you came back,

I looked at you with wide eyes from behind mothers legs,

My heart was pounding so fast.

You had a huge smile on your face as you greeted everyone,

Greeted them as if you hadnt been gone for 7 years.

At that time I was so happy,

I would finally have a daddy,

At least that's what I thought,

But I didnt even get to spend more than a few hours with you,

And even then you hadnt been spending time with me alone.

After teaching us the Fusion dance,

You had to leave,

Again.

All my hopes,

Dreams,

Wishes,

Erupted like an angry volcanoe,

Everything I wanted to tell you,

Show you,

Share with you,

I couldn't.

That was when it began,

When it started,

Beneath my skin,

Resentment for you began crawling,

I pushed it away,

I didnt want to feel this way!

Daddy why...

I dont understand,

Dont you love me?

Of course not.

You didnt,

Dont,

Even know me.

Then finally you actually stayed,

You said you wouldnt leave,

All my previous anger forgotten,

As I danced with happiness,

A future with my dad,

I couldnt wait to get it started.

Now here I am,

10 years later,

I look at you,

Jumping around with excitment like a kid,

Smiling ecastically that you were going to leave,

Leave your family,

Your wife,

Your sons,

How dare you.

All these years,

All this time,

You made me love you,

Trust you,

Feel safe around you.

Now your leaving,

Once again.

I dont know why I'm surprised,

I shoud've known,

Should've realized...

Vegeta,

Bitter,

Cold,

Saiyan,

Vegeta,

He loves his family more than you,

If I had to choose between you and him,

I'd choose him.

He didnt abandon his family,

Did he?

No.

I just stare at you,

You wave goodbye to us all,

Nothing special,

Just a huge grin and a wave,

Well, fuck it.

I turn my heal and leave,

That's it,

Your gone,

Dead,

I dont need you,

Never did,

I have a mom that loves me,

A father and a brother in one,

That's all I need.

Goodbye Father,

Hope to never see you again.

The End.