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Full Summary :

The youngest Sawada had always been a strange child. She was a small and quiet child, who viewed the world with strange eyes. The adults saw a problem child in the making and the children saw a potential stress-reliever. Her older siblings saw her as trash and her father saw her as unimportant.

Only her mother, her broken mother seemed to sense that she was just different.

The child herself knew she was different. After all, what normal child had dreams (memories?) of a life of blood? What normal child could see through the lies and masks the people around her? What normal child had so much knowledge that she shouldn't even have heard of? What normal child felt herself incomplete and so distant from her own flesh and blood?

What normal child craved the love from the Monsters in her dreams?

"I'm alone," she always thought something inside her told her, "Only for now,"

"Because I will find my Pack again. Because even if the Fire in our souls die, our Bonds never will,"


Prologue: A Wish Amongst Bloody Camellias

A celebration was going through the entire village. Here and there, there were people who were shouting in joy and glee. Only one soul viewed the event with sorrow and resignation in her eyes.

She knew she was going to die. They had been waiting for this chance for 20 years after all. She was too smart, too quick, too strong for their tastes. Her Brother's quote suited this situation perfectly :

"The Unknown breeds Fear and Fear breeds Hatred. And Hatred gives birth to a Twisted Bravery,"

Her blood was already staining the ground around her. Red and white camellia flowers slowly blooming from the ground. Proof of her Tainted Innocence.

But she knows they wouldn't care about it.

To them, she was a just Monster. It was alright. She had never cared about their opinion anyway.

What was important to her was that she would be reunited with her dead Pack. That was all that mattered.

However at the same time, she wished deep in her heart that her Pack and her would have a second chance of the Childhood that was robbed from them. She wanted them to experience what 'Family' felt like.

So, before she gave her last breath, she made her first and last selfish wish to the Gods who have damned her entire life.

"Please give us a second chance to live a life. A life where we would be happy together without the chains of this life..."