Title: True Love
Author: Seraz
Rating: K+
A/N: My first fanfic
Warning: English isn't my mother tongue
Pairing: Lan/Moiraine Lan/Nynaeve
EDITED: Grammar
Summary: Lan ponders over his true love

I miss you…

When I close my eyes,
I see your face before me.
You are in my dreams.
You are haunting me,
in my sleep and while I'm awake.
I miss you…

Every time I see a woman looking like you,
in the streets or anywhere,
my heart stops beating.
When I think about you my heart
is breaking in thousand prices.
You are forever young,
forever beautiful in my mind.
I miss you…

You are always on my mind.
I've found comfort with other women.
I try so hard to forget you.
Forget your beautiful eyes, your lovely smile.
I can't get you out of my head.
I miss you…

My life isn't worth anything without you.
I dance with death everyday.
I would welcome it.
The only reason I'm still alive,
is that you wanted me to live.
I miss you…

We've traveled together for a long time.
We fought together.
We ate together.
We lived together.
I miss you…

You tamed me, I was an animal
before I met you.
You captured my heart, without
realize it.
I miss you…

You taught me how to love somebody.
You taught me that there are other things in
life besides death.
You never thought I would fall in love.
I miss you…

You never though I would fall for you.
You pushed me away,
but I would always come back.
You wanted me to love that girl.
You didn't want to break my heart,
you said.
I miss you…

I'm bond to another woman now,
just like you wanted me to.
And the girl I'm with thinks I love her
and maybe I do.
But not like you.
I miss you…

We have been through so much together.
Blood, tears and sweat.
We have been fighting side by side.
No one could beat us, we were a great team.
I miss you…

I fought for you.
I loved you on a distance.
I wanted you to know.
I needed you.
I still need you.
I miss you…

I killed my best friend for you.
I have sacrificed everything for you
without hesitation.
I would do it all again if I had to.
I would have done anything for you.
Why didn't you tell me?
I miss you…

I would gladly have died with you.
Then I would have died happy.
Now when I'm here without you,
the world seems so cold and empty.
I miss you…

I'm married to that girl now.
But I want you to know that
you are my true love.

Moiraine Damodred, I would do anything
to hold you in my arms.

You are my one and only.
I will always love you…