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How could this happen? I thought, walking across the room. I looked one more time at the letter I got in the mail and fell to my knees.
Let me explain. This story takes place three months ago.
I was alone in the park. I stretched on the bench and looked at the time. I'm late. Again. Wonderful. I sighed standing up. My mom would be furious and I knew that. I go to the park once a week to draw.
I don't have any friends. In fact I'm home schooled. Never talked to anyone outside my family. I passed my neighbor's house and heard shouting as always. As far as I know there's a boy that lives there. He stays up in room most of the time. Most being the key word, today he happened to be outside.
"Hello," He said as I walked by. I stopped and looked at him.
"Hello," I said with a smile, "I'm Namine,"
"Zexion. Listen this might sound odd, actually it will sound odd, no doubt about that, but would you mind talking to me for awhile?"
And that's how it started. The deepest friendship I have known. The greatest love eventually, but that comes later.
I spent at least an hour talking to Zexion that night. He said he just needed someone to talk to and he had seen me leaving my house every night. He told me of his parents fighting his dreams to get away. I listened, absorbed in his words.
When I got home my mom yelled, said she was worried. I explained where I was, that I was helping someone in need. She hugged me and sent me to bed.
The next morning there was a knock at the door. I quickly got up and answered it. Zexion was standing there looking rather awkward. I smiled as I answered the door.
"I'm sorry to bother you-"
"It's no trouble really, please come in," I said blushing at the fact that I cut him off.
He stepped into my house.
"It's just, well, I can't explain why but something is telling me I'm meant to know you. I'm meant to be your friend… Do you understand?" He asked.
"I understand it perfectly. I feel the same," I said smiling.
He has to leave soon after. I got a feeling that this would be a wonderful friendship and I smiled as I watched him walk away.
I left for the park again that night and he followed. We laughed and talked about anything and everything. He said prom was soon and asked if I would go with him. Confused, I asked what this prom was. And he explained.
A month later and was at the prom! A dance with actual people! I decided on a long white dress. He walked to my house with a huge smile on his face and I knew at that moment what I felt was love. He took my hand and led me to his school.
We danced a lot that night. When the final song played, he taught me how to waltz. I have never been happier then I was that night. We walked home in a light rain, he gave me his jacket to stay warm and I smiled. We got to my house shortly but not before the rain picked up and we got soaked.
"Tonight was fun; I had a really good time. Thank you," I said with a smile.
"It was fun. Why are you thanking me? I can't think of anyone I would have rather gone with."
I smiled at him feeling my face go red as he looked into my eyes. Our lips met and it was the most wonderful feeling in the world.
Well, after that night we started dating. I felt more whole then I ever have. We talked about everything. Every time his parents got into fights he would phone me; the sound of my voice was soothing to him.
One night about two months after we met, he phoned me. I decided to ask him something I had been wondering for awhile.
"What made you talk to me that night?"
"I don't know," he replied, "You just looked friendly, and kind of like you needed to talk to me as much as I needed to talk to you."
"I love you" I said smiling.
"I love you too, remember that okay?" He said.
"Okay," I replied.
After that things got weird. He called less, I saw him less. I felt alone. Then he phoned one night after a week of not talking, he sounded distant.
"I want out," He said.
"Out of what?"
"This!" He said raising his voice.
"This?"
"Yes this. This city, this area, I want to start over. Somewhere new, be unknown to everyone!"
The tears started to fall. "So you don't want us? Is that what you're saying? That these last months have been nothing to you?"
His voice softened, "Of course they meant something! My life was nothing without you. You don't understand, you never did! You are my life, you always will be, it's just…"
"Just what?"
"I need a change. Remember the promises, please remember. Never forget that I love you please. Hold on to that!"
He left after that. I was left confused. Something new? Like in books and movies, "It's not you, it's me"? I thought about that for awhile, then decided to go to sleep.
When I woke up that morning there was a letter for me of the table, I opened it, it said:
Dear Namine,
I'm sorry. I really am. You won't understand this I'm sure, but I had to go, I had to. This may not make sense now but trust me, it will. It's best that we let go. Forget us, please forget. I will always love you remember that, It's just not the right thing right now. Please try to understand, it's for the best.
Zexion.
I guess that brings us to the present. I sat on the ground crying. Why?! Why would he do that? Leave giving me a note? Not tell where he's going? He expects me to forget? I can feel my heart breaking with every breath I take.
I went to the park and sat by the lake. I cried as I watched the ducks. I thought of him and only him. I would never forget. I could never forget. It started to rain and that first night came to mind. Another memory followed.
"Zexion?" I asked "Zexion where are you?"
My voice started to raise a bit.
"Zexion?!"
Tears started to fall. Where is he? I thought. Suddenly, a reply from behind me.
"Namine!" He said holding me tightly.
"Zexion! I thought I lost you," I cried.
"You will never lose me! I will stay with you forever."
"Forever?"
"And ever," He said kissing the top of my head lightly.
Forever, huh…forever ended quickly. The crying started again and I left to go home, I feel so alone.
The end of this chapter, I know horrible ending. I'm sorry!! Anywayz hope you enjoyed.