Author's note: This is a brand new story and I hope you guys enjoy this story just as much as I enjoy writing it. Don't worry, I am going to be updating all my stories this weekend including "love is a battlefield". Please review
The only noises in my head
Are consumed of your voice
From all the pain and hatred
How long can you kick somebody down
Before a foot breaks?
~open by Demi Lovato
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else
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How long does it take one to realize the other is unfaithful.
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Can you repair from the damage?
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Tears cascade down your face, your lips trembles but that nothing compare to how harsh your body is shaking. You want to believe that everything you just witness was a lie, a fiction of your imagination…..but it wasn't. And that what hurts you the most.
You lock the door to your bedroom, and move around the room. You are practically choking over your silent cries. Your throat is dry. You grab the closest liquor bottle and let the sensation burn your throat.
You can't remember the last time you felt this broken. The scene keeps replaying itself in your head. Like a Dvd gone bad. You open the balcony doors taking in the pretty scene and you feel ugly compare to it.
You lean on the edge of the balcony as suicide thoughts rush through your head. You feel like you just want to die. You take in deep breaths as the sounds, images , and live performance run over and over. Your back faces the balcony and you slide to the floor.
This is all your fault…maybe if you gave him a kid , he wouldn't need another lover. Maybe you wouldn't be so depressed and you could have gave him want he wanted.
Flash back:
You are bored and in a writer's block. So you decide instead of hanging out with your friends and fiancée, you are going to the studio. You are writing a song that just got into your head, when you decide to get your guitar from the studio booth your fiancée and his band makes music at.
You are walking quietly when you hear moans coming from the room. Your instincts shot up and your just about seconds to turn around when you hear a familiar voice moan "Shannnee". Tears instantly fall down and you open the door to see Shane and Caitlyn in a comprising position. You run away not sure what to say"
Flash back end:
........But why your best friend?.....